Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Here’s my incomplete Love Story.

2016 class 11th Maths tuition, I first met her (no feelings). We started talking and it was casual talks only. Related to studies or memes.

2017 - class 12th I developed feelings, never told her. She was my 2nd ever in person Crush. We were really getting close but to not loose friendship, I avoided any expressiveness.

2017 August - 1st year college, we both went to different colleges. Still we were in touch through social media.

Then I started expressing casually, she used to reciprocate in a kind of positive manner, like hearts and all. (Teenage love duh 😂).

In 2018 I proposed her, she didn’t say No but started making excuses like family ni manegi and all (more lame excuses). Tbh the excuses were really funny. 😂😂. Areh behn family ko mat bta na.

After many fights and ignorance we again started talking in 2019. In my 2nd year, we met during my in office internship.

I asked her thoughts about relationship, she said “ye sab sirf sex ke liye hota hai”.
And that was the time when I realised ki NAHI YARR, YE VO NAHI HAI. PERIOD.

Now we are ‘Just Friends’, I still have feelings for her but I don’t want to waste my time and energy again.

Instead now I am focusing more on further studies and Career related issues.