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Here I am sharing my story where i feel confused and guiltyโ€ฆ I have been in relationship with my bf for about more than a year nowโ€ฆ And I just dont understand what exactly my feelings are for him nowโ€ฆ I used to have a crush on him for a long time and then finally in relationship I was very happy at startโ€ฆ Ready to do anything for himโ€ฆ But slowly it started feeling too restricted too controllingโ€ฆ I mean i do not know if its normal or not like i dint have much of experience in relationships and he had a lot of gfs which left him or cheated on him n made him heartbrokenโ€ฆhonestly his insecurities have increased bcoz of all those breakups n constantly thought that i would leave him but now i really feel like i should bcoz i am not what he expects me to beโ€ฆ I used to do it earlier as i had no idea about relationships n wanted it to work but slowly my happiness started diminishing and urge to leave n be free increased. Basically i can just break up with him but for some reason its too cold hearted to do soโ€ฆ I dont want to break his heart at all he is already hurt n u dont want to hurt him anymore but my intuition tells me that we aint gonna last long too much of fights n toxicity n apparently we gonna leave each other but if i leave him now i m afraid he might never belive in love n would be shattered into pieces so i am just trying ti hold on to it but i just cant be the same person I was beforeโ€ฆ I cnt be exciting anymore talking to him bcoz i think i might lead him to think all is fine when its notโ€ฆ I want him to realise that we both arenโ€™t for each otherโ€ฆ But somehow in that process i am rejecting him that hurts himโ€ฆI know that i am bad person here i shouldnโ€™t have made promises or anything too early but right now i have no idea what to doโ€ฆ I really feel like a dead end and instead of breaking up iโ€™d rather let this go the way it is n maybe even compromise in the end n stay with him even if that makes him happy

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Anonymous
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Heyaa I donโ€™t know your name or nothing but for your self and for your happiness you have to do something, otherwise ur not more than a emotionless creature,go with him on a date,and just tell him it is not working out,one bold step n youโ€™ll be free

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I did tell him when we fought, i told him this is toxic aint right i m just hurting you, but later he just texted n it was really begging ti get back with him i dont want him to do that? I made him beg fir me that was hurting i dropped the idea after that, that was just too painful to see him like that

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Anonymous
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I knowโ€ฆ I did n i mean its like things dont come to a conclusion unless one gives up he goes like why this nowโ€ฆ It wasnโ€™t there in the pastโ€ฆ N den he goes like yeah i m the right guy for you no wonder why any ofbthem dint workโ€ฆ The topic just gets lost in all this conversation n theres a whole new issue arising

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Ok so I am a person who is in a relationship since last 3 years and yes your past does affect your present โ€ฆif his past is with other girls โ€ฆhis present with you will be affected โ€ฆbut he should understand that he should not be punishing you for the mistakes the others did โ€ฆso go confront him โ€ฆtell him this is what he is doing to you โ€ฆand tell him you donโ€™t want to leave him โ€ฆbut the same time canโ€™t handle it if he keeps punishing you for others mistakes โ€ฆcommunication works โ€ฆtrust me

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Anonymous
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Okayyyyy! Thanksss I will have a talk! Thanks alot

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Anonymous
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Always here for you

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Anonymous
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Tried tlking fucked up

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