It's totally okay bro this is same my issue , we have to just live with reality, engage yourself with activities , talk with ur loved onces , and dont give up ! U need love maybbe , or if u want to love , and then there are many ppl out there who needs love spread ur love their , dont waste it , lots of love to u 

Her memories hit me every time😖😖

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Frustrated 

Anger Issues

Frustrated and hungry

Just frustrated 😠 

Frustration

Whenever i pray for her , she comes in my dream 🥺🫂

I am 20yrs old I never had a gf bcoz of my dark skin I feel very bad for this, I have good personality but never had a gf , I feel sad and lonely, plz suggest me something guys

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Hey guys im new here and i never thought that i’ll find an app like this and im not sure if it’s gonna help me with my situation but i needed to let this off my chest, anyway the truth is that i’ve been a happy person for years minding my business had a lot of friends a great job, good relationship with my family it was great, sure i had some bad days but who doesn’t lol so one day i meet this girl that we used to study together when we were kids tbh she was my first crush but circumstances made me move to an other city so we didn’t see nor talk to each other’s for 15 years long story short we met last year and we kinda clicked their was a great vibe a real connection, we started what we call this days a situationship because she had to go back to the states but she told me that she wasn’t sure and that she gonna try and make it work here truth be told she didn’t even try anyway we had a good thing going and i started falling hard for her even tho i wasn’t emotionally available at the time, i had hopes that she’s gonna stay because as i thought we had a special thing i thought she loved me, i’ve always pictured a future with her so i accepted things i never thought i’d do but did just because i loved her more than anything else(huge mistake), at the end things got ugly because she became really distant and told me that she was thinking things through so i gave her some space but apparently she was preparing herself for the breakup emotionally and at the end she left me by saying it is what it is and it’s not personal and that she didn’t owed me anything and that i was a great guy and that i deserve better you know the kind of bullshit, the usual stuff in movies bla bla bla so she asked me to be friends until our path cross again haha and she didn’t want to have a distance relationship neither go back with me if i come to the states even after a few months she said that we had to date first and that’s if she’s not in an other relationship by then so no promises, i couldn’t accept being friends cuz i loved her too much i tried tbh but it was so painful seeing her happy living her best life like i never existed and she used to share with me her day by snap even when i comment on her snaps no response pr she replied after hours or a day so so i told her that i couldn’t do it anymore and i stopped talking with her ever since for almost 4 months. During this period i lost everything, my job, my friends and my family because of my depression and anxiety it’s something i’ve never experienced before i’ve never thought that depression is a real thing until i lived it, after the new year eve i asked her bestie if she’s seeing someone because i had to move on so she said yes she’s back with her ex boyfriend that didn’t date for more than a year and that it was serious between them so i thought that will help me move on but it only made things worse cuz i almost killed myself that night (i don’t wanna go to details but it was a stupid move and i was drunk) so i wrote this hate msg telling her how a terrible person she is and told her to throw anything i gave her to remember me with and asked her to leave me alone and never contact me ever again after few days she tried to reach out saying that she was really hurt by what i said and that her bestie lied to me because she wanted to help me move on and that she was also suffering after the breakup doing hypnosis to move on. now im in a difficult situation because idk how to feel anymore idk who to trust idk what to do idk how to stop thinking about her like she never existed so i could get my shit together im on a lot of medication but it’s only making things worse all i want is my life back and i sware this is the last time i give someone the power to ruin my life through love . I know it’s a long text but i had to talk about it and say everything thanks for hearing me out whoever you are ❤️ 
Ps: if you guys have any tips to help me heal i will appreciate it .


Hey I am doing trading and recently I face hai huge loss on trading. And on that the I am facing a too much pressed on the situation and also i love a girl and she change his behaviour last few days she not talk to mee she goo on a trip with friends but not tell mee and I feel too much alone and and wee talk Daley and know a week ago wee not talk in a 24hr I always think about him 

Hi, this is N and I am 20 years. 4 month ago my girlfriend was broke up with me just a rich guy.  I asked her what happened? Why did you left me? Did I anything wrong with you? She just replied you are very good person, I still love you and I have lots of feelings for you but we can't go together. 
She blame herself she said I am not good for, I am ****d girl society can't accept like me and blah.. blah.... Blah.... 
 I know she is just making excuses to go far from me.
I am depressed since few months. And sometimes I feel like I should do suicide but I control my self. The feeling of suicide is coming again and again time to time into my mind. I don't know how much longer I can hold myself.

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