Hello people.... 
How's your life going.. Share if something is bothering you ..i will be glad to listen you and share mine experience too.... I will surely help if I can...! Feel free to share anything!!! 
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What's going on....? 
What is bothering you?..... 

Anxiety

These are just musings of a desolate mind.
It's a feeling that I don't think I can explain - I have so many things going for me - top job, degree, etc. but still find mental peace elusive.. 

Exhausted

Guys! I really need your advice pls help me! After 3 long years I finally got a opportunity to go on a trip but I don't know how to convince my parents pls drop your suggestions! Thankyou... 

Travel

Hi
How was ur Saturday?

3am Thoughts

So I reached out to someone who will be helping me do something to Meredith. I hope that they will get back to me soon. ￼

Love

Can't concentrate on anything just procrasting everything.....

Koi hai kya baat karne ke liye bore ho Raha hu neend bhi nhi aa rhi


Boyfriend

How to have real people and have some deep conversations? How to meet with people who share similar thoughts as mine, our vibes match no adjustments involved just real us and be organic? I know these are all silly questions but somehow I wanted to ask this as I cannot find the answers myself. I don't know it's just hard luck or my fate I have so many people yet none to be called mine like I am the most important person for them not just when they are in need. All the help, loyalty and truthfulness is solely from my side and I don't receive any from them back. The moment I start to think okay wow I have made some really good friends... That's the moment something or th other happens and I get upset like in my heart. The other person doesn't even realise that it can even hurt or upset me. I also hate myself for getting hurt repeatedly yet showing the world nothing happened...Just don't know how to express my grief as I am afraid to lose the people I have and overshare. Always put up a smile whenever I leave the house, it is both my power and weakness in a way. Deep down it feels lonely but somehow life goes on....I don't wish to continue this forever with whoever I meet in the future. I just hope I get to meet the real people with whom there is nothing pretentious only real talk heart to heart.

Okayy so I had a friend a circle was super close to them met them in 11th before this I never had any close friend group or anything so was super happy and grateful to have found one .All things were going well for some while at least that's what I thought until one day I opened up and said that I am an attention seeking person and I need some kind of validation from  others and for that they judged me hard by saying that "ooh u want attention and large friend group ","you have changed " and what not. The following days it started getting worse I was not growing I was being super dependent on these people I had no social connections other than them cause I didn't try to cause I thought they'll be there for me forever.I was scared to lose them cause I had no other ppl other than them I was not being myself I went into this deep dark place in my life I even contemplated suicide cause I thought I was not worthy of them all them were super beautiful and pretty and I was the duff among them. Finally one day I gathered some courage and left the group ,the day I left the group everyone started bitching about me by saying that I said that ,this blah blah and conveniently left their part of them telling me the same thing agreeing to whatever I said .I was more than devastated when I heard what was happening . Now again i was alone back to square one I am healing now slowly but this incident has fucked up my anxiety I can't open my insta cause I'll see them hanging out together which cause  a breakdown for me cause I was never prepared for this but ig life's all abt these kind of situations were your not prepared for anything. Now at present the things I have learned from this is that nothing is constant in your life except you. Letting go of things may seem hard but it creates space for new things to happen. I have not healed from this cause anything that reminds me of them still cause a knot in my stomach. Those people were toxic and judgemental even I was but now since I am out of this group I feel free for the first time I have started to unlearn and  at the same time learn a lot of things. Since I was super depended on them it feels strange to not say each and every fucking thing happening in my life which is something I had to do even when I was not keen of doing the same cause I later I will be accused of not doing the same. See I am not saying I was right the all time fuck no I was also super toxic and negative on myself anything that happened in my life I had to point out the negatives always that I end up forgetting about the positive aspects about it, I was also super toxic so ig it was with the best interest of both us that this happened. 
But still I want to move on with my life keeping this aside I am aware that this will take time but I am not sure how to go about with this.. I am sorry my grammar and punctuation are all over the place but yeah I didn't want to disturb the flow.

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