Hello people how many of you’ll feel humans r weird people?? Strange creatures!!
It’s weird to trust anyone…
How can people so easily erase the slate and swap on someone else as though you happened
And begin a new season??!!
How easy is it for people to get it all Started again… replacing
And with someone else
Im getting triggered when I see him online
N jealous!!
Replacing things easily
Cold hearted
Humans r so weird
Cold hearted
Animals r better…dogs!!
Sucks man!!
It’s never worth trusting anyone o say investing in someone
It’s just too emotional drainage
Sometimes you want to send a stating you are not fine
Your in panic,anxiety
N this all is not fine with you
N not acceptable
But the harder it is to tell yourself it doesn’t even matter…
N makes no point expressing yourself
I have food n bad days
Today im feeling good
Early morning when I’m waking up all thoughts mob my mind…
In my sleep
In my advent of getting out f bed
I don’t want to wake up
I don’t want think
I don’t want these thoughts abt him
And feel them
I want to talk
I want to be understood
I want no panic
No anxiety
No quiver in my heart
No pain in my bones making me weak
I just want this feeling to disappear
To vanish
To go away
So I don’t have to deal with it anymore anytime
I want to not feel anything any longer
How long is this feeling gonna linger??!!
Im having these tides if highs and lows
This hurricanes
These whirlwinds
These tsunamis of emotions
That go from feeling good …focussed on myself
To this abyss of morbid Torrent
Where I start getting out of my body n im just talking to me …
Disoriented…
As though I’m not feeling
M numb just surviving
I want to be told there’s an end to this
N want a conviction as to when
And how will I go through this
All talks sound cliche n philosophical
Y can’t things be fine n normal
Y does life have to suck so much??
I don’t want judgements
Control
I don’t want to do things d way people do
I want to be me
Even if it means I want to sleep all day long
Not cook
Not be around people
Be left alone
Not wanting to talk to anyone at home
Don’t want to be disturbed
Why can’t people simply understand this plain simple logic??
Is it too much to live for your self in this manner??
I don’t want to be bothered
I don’t want to be questioned door my actions
What I’m doing
Why I’m I acting crazy
Irresponsible
Cold
Least bothered
Withdrawn
Rude
Arrogant
Inconsiderate
Heartless
These labels n tags
Al d time that you get
From people
Does it have an end
??
Like let me live in peace
Even though if it is shabby shoddy
Undisciplined
Careless
Manner
It’s just me
N that’s how I want to
Y r people bothering
N not understanding??
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