Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Hello mam, My name is Piyush. I want to share my relationship problem. I love one girl and she also loves me…but now the thing her marriage will fix this year and she’s saying that I don’t have that guts to tell about u to my family. And she says that for her family is more important and she has 2 sister and she’s elder…she says that if I’ll do love marriage then my sister’s will also do the same and her father is very much strict. Now the thing is she told me that we should stop talking with each other and move on …I said ok but the thing is she stays with her mother alone in her village and her parents are not in touch because they can’t connect with each other. And my problem is her village is very worst at crime. and when ever I think to not to talk with her I just keep thinking that is she safe there. Have she eaten food or not…usko kahi kuch hua toh nai na…mam muje pata hai ki hum dono saath Mai kabhi aa nai paenge but muje uska chinta hota hai ki voh gao mai akeli hai …safe toh hai na voh…and voh kisi se baat bhi nai karti…agar mai usse baat bhi kar dunga toh fir voh thik hai ki nai yeh muje kaise malum padega…and she’s very strong…she said that u don’t worry tu bus move on ho…she has accepted anything…mera problem sirf yehi hai ki mai uska chinta karna kaise chod du…voh safe hai ki nai yeh sochna kaise chod du …uske liye darr hai muje kahi use kuch ho na jaye… please help me I can’t focus on my career…