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Hello, Idk if this is going to help me or not, I’m just trying something new. I don’t talk to too many people in my life. Lately I’ve just been feeling very emotional and I’m not sure if it’s depression or loneliness. I broke up with my ex going on 3 years now and I haven’t been with anyone since. I got married at the age of 18, lasted about 7 to 8 years and than soon after I was with my ex for 11 years. I don’t know if it’s that I’m not used to being alone or what. I have gone out with friends and woman have had interest in me and I just don’t do anything. Is that weird? I just don’t want to be a woman’s toy for the night? Never thought I would ever say that cause who wouldn’t want to be but I guess I’m just not that kind of person. I workout for hours just so I won’t go back home. When I get home I start to feel the loneliness and I start to get emotional. Anyone else ever feel this way or is this just me?

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I know there are some people out there feeling you… Don’t you have anyone at home? Maybe if you’re feeling a bit too alone at home, I’d suggest adopting a pet, it’ll improve your mental health just how it did with me. Even though I am allergic to animals…HAHAHAHA my cat has improved my life sm.

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No, I have a daughter and a step daughter who don’t live with me. I can’t have a pet because the apartment I live in don’t allow any. I totally would have had one though if I could. Thanks for replying though 🙂