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Hello, I wanted to talk about this thing that has been bothering me for some time now, although it happened 2 years ago it kinda got stuck in my head, I randomly start to hear it, and makes me feel very anxious to the point where I have to check on my dog. To make this short I had 2 pit bulls, I got the first one when I was in 4th grade, my parents were busy with work so the dog wasn’t trained properly his name is Duke and we got him when he was almost a year old (my dad got tricked into thinking it was a 4-month-old dog ), 1 year later when I was in 5th grade I got another dog his name was Capuchino, my uncle had puppies and gave us one. They loved playing together but when Capuchino got older things changed and both males wanted dominance, at that time my mom told my dad it was best to neuter them both to prevent anything bad to happen. My dad didn’t want to tho, 2 years later when I was in 7th grade, my dogs didn’t like each other anymore, they fought like 6 times before we decided it was best to get rid of one, they were thinking of sleeping both dogs since it was dangerous to have to Pitbulls that already liked to fight. My parents were thinking of leaving him on the road far away but that would be dangerous for other stray dogs, this woman came to my house when my mom went to the store with my siblings, she said she could take both dogs if we couldn’t keep them. I told my parents later and they agreed, these people worked at a place called Born Again Pitbull Rescue. To make this short, after Capuchino left I have been hearing those growling and awful barking, when my family leaves to get groceries I like to stay at home bc I don’t like crowded places, that’s when I hear those noises, even when my dog is beside me it scares me I still hear it…those growling are stuck in my head, I hate when I do hear them because I get so anxious and it stresses me. It gets worst in the summer when my dog sleeps outside I start to hear it and I panic a lot to the point where I have to go outside at night to check on him.
Sorry, It took long, I needed to get this off my chest…

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Sneha Anand @sneha08

Hey, I know what it feels like to have a pet. I wish you could keep.both of them.

Btw, the one you gave away, do you know how he’s doing now?!


no, they said they would keep me notified. They only sent a couple of pictures of him and after, I asked a couple of questions about how he was doing and they never answered back. I was sad and still am anout that

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Sneha Anand @sneha08

Oh god!. Is there any way to go and physically check on him?!!


I wish there could be something I could do, but there really isn’t anything to do about it. I just wish he is doing well and I hope he knows I didn’t abandon him and that I love him a lot.

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