Hello everyone.
I am on a leave from my hostel.
Well life there have not been that positive that I thought it would be. But still I have to achieve my goal and run further.
I am home to give some exams and might be leaving for hostel soon again. Hope I will do a fresh start.
Honestly. I don’t want friends. They hurted me alot but what can I do?!
I even let them hurt me but when I unintentionally did something to hurt them they were like- you are bitch you don’t deserve friends.
I hope I can find myself again and start to love myself
Wadapaav @therealwadapaav
Loving myself was always an issue for me. Somewhere down the line, I never felt to forgive my own self for the mistakes I have done. Realizing my own toxic traits really demotivated me to see my own caring self. I understand this feeling of isolation from the world yet I somewhere need humans to keep me sane
Well, I also thought that friends will help me out but they both me into a way more darker side.