He texted me that he'll come meet me today, I was so happy, then I opened Whatsapp and saw that he just canceled it after 5 minutes and is may be sleeping now.

I feel terrible.

What to do? Whenever I even think of breaking up I just get hyper and anxious and I feel terrible and I get very very much hyper

I just can't get out...it hurts so much...I can't even tell you how much my head hurts from even thinking it...

I don't think they're really same, he never wants to meet me like he used to before, and the vibe I'm getting from this making me more anxious day by day

Man, you don't even may be know that, he's emotionally unavailable all the time, I'm taking therapy, I'm struggling with my mental health and anxiety issues, they're so much that I can't sleep or eat or go with my daily routine on days.

And my dad would never left my mom if she's having anxiety attack, to play fifa. Well he did. I think this is pretty self explanatory. 

Relationships

Is there a chance I can patch up with my ex even though we're not friends and just chat randomly sometimes but he helps me all the time and gives me kind advices too and also he said sorry first for his behaviour but the mistake was of both of us!
Is there?

Its not easy to share , i got a proposal from a friend  earlier this year , i didn't accepted all because  i was not mentally ready for him , he approached me many times but i ignored him a lot . We were friends since 2016 . To be honest  i liked him a lot he was caring , well familiar to me . I miss him a lot like one thing is clear and neet in my circle, group , friends,campus  i never got the vibe like him  now i feel so bad like only one rare chance all i want to hug him forever, back on this n&m after a long never expected  i will be one who will be sharing  this stuff .. my suggestion to girls we must value the feelings of person its not the everytime we will get 💎.  Hopefully if he rings my bells i will surely going to make him happy. 
G🧡

3am Thoughts

My God!! Is this still a challenge??

Now i saw message to consulting love spell for his ex.. what the fuck!

Im so fool.. fool fool 

Cheating

I just really wanna do something big in life i wanna get serious and literally change my life for good. Mu boyfriend is such a hardworking talented person, and me on the other hand im nothing compared to him, how will i present myself in front of his parents if i keep going on like this…. I want us to be perfectly compatible and made for eachother, i wanna really build up my skills and be the best version of myself to stand equal beside him. Although he is very nice and has never shamed me for being less than him but as im 20 and he’s 25, i feel im not a kid anymore.

Adulting

I am freaking out.
I could probably marry the guy i love but for that i need to fulfill  certain targets regarding my health and finances.
Although the demand is from the guy but he only wants my growth that’s an assurance.
The only security he is gathering from these goals is that he can represent us infront of his family as a power couple.
Since there is caste issue and many more family issues involved if we gets married.
I am really freaking out because according to him if we cannot fulfill such goals before marriage as a couple and as a team we won’t be able to keep up throughout the marriage as it is going to be tough because of his family no matter what.

I am freaking out that what if I couldn’t fulfill those goals, I really wanna marry this person as he is one of the best in all the perspective.
And he is very clear that no goals no marriage as he is kinda straight forward and crystal clear person for his decisions.

Please suggest what should i do.

Anxiety

So there's a guy.
He approached me first.
Our classmates started talking about us.
Then one of my best friend suggested me to tell him that I'm interested in him too. But at first we were like friends and then people started talking about us and at that moment I got excited. But I was never been into this guy. But as je asked me, I just said I'm interested in him (I didn't said I like or love him). Them from 15th may we started talking with each other like everyday and now till after 2pm. It was all right. And then suddenly his Instagram friend who had a quarrel with him a few days ago , cam back to his life. They've sorted out their matter. And from like evening @6pm . He's ignoring my texts,calls and msgs. Like dude it was you who gave me your attention and now what the hell are you doing out of sudden. I'm craving for his attention. And I came to know that he was online but he didn't even let my message go seen... 
What should I do?

Anger Issues

We broke up because of his family pressure yesterday i went somehow to see him just to know if he still miss me he stare at me until i went away from his sight even though he was looking and at the end of that shop corner while i was giving my sister my hand to help her then i saw him he was still looking at me his face seems so sad by looking at his face for a moment i feel like i could read his face like he still love me and care about me . I wanted to give him smiley face but i was unable to smile at that moment i don't know why i was unable i still love him and care about him . His face seems sad that when he look at me i feel like i wanted to talk but somebody was around him for which is the reason why he couldn't talk with me otherwise he would have talk with me.....i am totally not okay but i am trying to move on but i will wait for him cause i was the one who gave him hope saying i will wait this 5 years until he come back here as soon he is going to japan also . I don't know but i want some miracle to happen as we are contactless now it has been 5 days  

Boyfriend

Ever since we started talking, I have realized how much you like me, it's not the usual crush but something more. Not really sure about the love part. At least to me Liking and loving are two different things. But you need to get clarity in your head to understand the difference between making a choice and picking up another option. You're too precious for me to go ahead casually with and just end things one day. There is a reason why I resist meeting you which only I have realized through your words and which no one else will. Maybe you should not depict yourself as someone you're not and stop trying to cover things up.  Wish I could just tell you one day to just stop texting me anymore and saying the same things again because it annoys the hell out of me and I am just tired of watching you asking like this over and over again all the time in these three years. But I can never be rude to you. Just put your focus on how you can change certain things to earn my love and understand that you will never receive it from anyone if you keep asking like this. Some clarity and I'll be more than happy to spend the rest of my life with you

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