He spent whole day with me today for very first time and I really don't know how to process it 😭❤ 

Love

I'm in love with a girl and she likes me but due to future commitment ,our career , same age problems she decided not to love but she loves me ! We're not speaking daily the way we started to speak ! I have to move on and concentrate on my future because ,she was correct , I can't accept that she was just an dream to me 🥺❤️, I can't stop loving her 😕❤️

3am Thoughts

I was in depression as I have gone to heartbreak two times.. And I am again feeling anxiety attacks from few days. In last relationship I got tortured by my partner for money. Now I am with person who helped me throughout and at first he is my best friend. But cause he is working he didn't get daytime to talk or not much time for conversation and also he is not that much talking person. But when this happens I start having anxiety attacks feeling of loneliness. He loves me respects me knows that he is not been able to give that much time due to his work or other things but instead of that everything is fine but I don't know why I feel scary everytime I have thought of loosing him can't share these things as he will also be upset don't know how to deal with it. That anxiety feeling kills me everytime. I am happy with him but don't know what's wrong. 

Anxiety

Alone😔😔😔

Lonely

The very existence of the concept that is 'nothing' (this is contradictory in itself) is harder to imagine than an additional plane of spatial dimension

Ek din zindagi ki har baat achhi lagegi !! 
Bas uski nazar aur aapke nazariye badalne ki der hai. 

Soo my current situation is 
I am 21 having no skill graduation about to complete + doing A professional course in which it's gonna be my fourth attempt in inter and still I don't want to pursue this course.. But the main problem is idk what to do next like whether go for job after graduation or pursue something else.. 
+ I have to take my money from parents and tbhbi don't like bcz i have grown up and i should earn and bear all my expenses by my own soo what to do idk ?? 
Please help me 
P.s.i am doing CA

I hate my life because of one person I gave them a piece of me my flesh my blood. My child. They turn my world upside down because I wanted to end it with them when things became to toxic years later I’ve fought to be a parent time and time again. I’ve been shown nothing but hate by this person I’ll never be the same it’s like I’ve been fighting a monster so long I’ve turned into one myself... this person thinks they can move on and just cancel me..erase me, me and my child’s relationship and replace me completely because they moved one with someone. I think to myself daily “yeah over my dead body” I want revenge on this person for mentally and emotionally scaring me and robbing me  I have these thought of telling the world about what she has done to me and that it’s her fault that I took my life.. because I want to make her live with the plain I have for the rest of her life knowing that she’s the reason some one is dead. I know it sounds stupid but that’s how hurt iam... then again this person is evil to me it probably wouldn’t effect her at all..these are just raw thoughts that goes on in my mind.

Mental Illness

*Is there any therapist/psychiatrist here?*


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