Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Have you ever got this 3am thought or just a leisure time thought that u are useless? Like that feeling that u are missing smthing. Even surrounded by PPL the feeling of being lovely. I love alone time but being alone and being lonely are two opposite things wid close meaning… I feel trapped… I can’t show that i am weak else they will use it against me… Such thought of always showing u are strong but when in reality u are a weak human inside. The inner soul knows u better but it also knows things that u urself doesn’t know about urself. The true side of u. Not the other two fake ones where first is when u are wid world n second wid ur frnds n fam n close ones. I’m talking about the third face u have that only ur inner self knows about. It get hard smtyms to fight anxiety. The inner turmoil and the outer world’s stress n burdens makes u weakest n makes u cry so hard that ur cries get inaudible only to he face of u crying nad the sadness n tiredness shown on ur face… Can we really overcome this? Overcome the time when u are even below ur lowest deep down in the depths of ocean. Trying to get reached but no one would cus it’s too deep for them…