Have you been aware that you are not intelligent compared to others so you have no choice but to work hard to keep up with them? Imagine them finishing the task quickly because it was easy for them while you on the other hand have to cry and feel frustrated over reading the same text for you to understand and doesn’t have the time to do leisure activities.
And while you are experiencing that, you also have an extreme fear for failure and your worth is based on your academic performance. If you fail, you feel like you fail as a human, a son/daughter, sibling, or as a friend. I really don’t know what to do…