Hate when parents choose sides. Treat you like you are a piece of shit And for Last freaking 34 years of your existence you trying to figure out what went wrong. You did everything like a good son should suppose to do.
Home should not be toxic like that. Every single day is like I am getting worst. Don’t have place to hide. So want to kill my self but can’t have so much responsibilities.
I hate myself now more than anything.
I’m sorry for how you are feeling right now it must be really hard
Try opening up to them about how you are feeling
You are old enough to tell them that you don’t like some of their behavior but talk to them in a quiet tone of voice you are not gonna fight with them or something and I hope they can understand where you are coming from
Have tried almost everything. Talk to them many times. As per them they are not doing anything. Even my house help noticed it many times. I should have died during my birth.
Never say that about yourself
God created us all for a specific purpose none of us was born a mistake my friend
Pray for god to help you through this
And maybe start thinking about moving out
I respect your thoughts and words my brother but I am an atheist.
But you did reach till here noe which must have been hard but YOU DID! That’s what matters!