Guys tell me how are the people in the real world. I am a teenager and I am often said that "you haven't seen the real world out there" by adults. I really want to know what kind of people are there in that "real world" that i haven't encountered yet. 

Like are they bad? Will they use me? Or will they torture me?

So hows that a real world? I have seen many people with different perspectives, my own family, my friends ,teachers and there are many more. Then what difference would those humans make? 

Experience has always been the best teacher bud!!! You're gonna observe more carefully around your surroundings and will meet many people from different perspectives in their lifetime. To each, their own

Read mahabharat i will suggest that story will show you what can happen in this world and the no. Of characters you will see there, you can relate with every person in real life.

3am Thoughts

I used to think I needed a lot of friends so I can feel loved. I was so wrong. The older I get, the more grateful I am for my small circle of friends.


Personal Growth

I love my friends. They are so understanding. I just don't want it to change. 

Friends

I'm feeling like I'm I not good enough. I've been trapped in toxic friendships. I'm out of them but I just feel like am I not good enough to be a friend? Why are people so mean always? Should I also become mean?

Abortion

What are the 4 qualities of an unhealthy friendship? I believe now I have enough experience to share this with you. No 1: You get bad vibes.. You really how toxic they are when they don't be happy on your achievement, always try to pull you down, discredit your mental health..
No 2: the ones who are always demanding.. these people don't even want to understand your situation, and if you fail to turn up even once due to genuine concerns.. they will be really hateful towards you... 
No 3: talk bad about you behind your back.. true friends support and uplift you in front of others and not just put you down.. 
No 4: They try to change you for the worse and manipulate you... manipulative people gaslight you and make you think something is really wrong with you all the time. They will never make you feel good, but rather insecure about your capabilities, skills, and everything else.

Okayy so I had a friend a circle was super close to them met them in 11th before this I never had any close friend group or anything so was super happy and grateful to have found one .All things were going well for some while at least that's what I thought until one day I opened up and said that I am an attention seeking person and I need some kind of validation from  others and for that they judged me hard by saying that "ooh u want attention and large friend group ","you have changed " and what not. The following days it started getting worse I was not growing I was being super dependent on these people I had no social connections other than them cause I didn't try to cause I thought they'll be there for me forever.I was scared to lose them cause I had no other ppl other than them I was not being myself I went into this deep dark place in my life I even contemplated suicide cause I thought I was not worthy of them all them were super beautiful and pretty and I was the duff among them. Finally one day I gathered some courage and left the group ,the day I left the group everyone started bitching about me by saying that I said that ,this blah blah and conveniently left their part of them telling me the same thing agreeing to whatever I said .I was more than devastated when I heard what was happening . Now again i was alone back to square one I am healing now slowly but this incident has fucked up my anxiety I can't open my insta cause I'll see them hanging out together which cause  a breakdown for me cause I was never prepared for this but ig life's all abt these kind of situations were your not prepared for anything. Now at present the things I have learned from this is that nothing is constant in your life except you. Letting go of things may seem hard but it creates space for new things to happen. I have not healed from this cause anything that reminds me of them still cause a knot in my stomach. Those people were toxic and judgemental even I was but now since I am out of this group I feel free for the first time I have started to unlearn and  at the same time learn a lot of things. Since I was super depended on them it feels strange to not say each and every fucking thing happening in my life which is something I had to do even when I was not keen of doing the same cause I later I will be accused of not doing the same. See I am not saying I was right the all time fuck no I was also super toxic and negative on myself anything that happened in my life I had to point out the negatives always that I end up forgetting about the positive aspects about it, I was also super toxic so ig it was with the best interest of both us that this happened. 
But still I want to move on with my life keeping this aside I am aware that this will take time but I am not sure how to go about with this.. I am sorry my grammar and punctuation are all over the place but yeah I didn't want to disturb the flow.

I feel like I have no real friends. No one cares. 

Exhausted

I think I've spoiled every friendship because of my anger issues. Lately I feel like I'm the problem of everything happening wrong or the reason of anything wrong happened in the past. Nothing happened recently with anyone but I still feel like they don't like me or anything. I'm working on anger management.
Should I talk with everyone or would it come out as being desperate and unnecessary?

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