Guy do some guys still exists in love those who love u with no intensions I feel like having one of my own

Adulting

Man need someone to talk 😂

3am Thoughts

I'm so tired to finish my assignments but I've energy to make a post about it on a random app. 🤡

Productivity

How come the life which is supposed to be lived snatches all the reasons to live?

Insecurity

Hey humans 👋

Intro

Feeling a bit lost and lonely. Not sure what to do. Just feel I need someone to talk to openly and get a safe space

My answer to every problem is "Run away" and it's not a big deal, really. Things turn out to be better.

I don't know why I am still living. Why I am still in my bed dreaming. Wondering why my parents didn't choose to abort me. Why they didn't abandon me? When they will just treat me like some sort of maid. When they will just yell at me for showing my feelings. Do they even want me? All I want is them saying 'good morning' every morning with a hug or a small peck on the forehead. Telling me to eat more, instead of 'you should lose more weight, no one will like you' even when my weight is normal. I mean like I don't care if no one will want me, because there will be someone who will love me and appreciate me for being me when you didn't. I don't know what is wrong with me these days. I feel angry, annoyed, sad, confused, and frustrated. I feel like distracting myself is the only way to forget what I feel right now.  I always feel annoyed at the smallest things. I want to be happy. I want to surround myself with better people, but I can't because of my insecurities. I don't want to live like this.

Mental Health

Now update
       Mango is being weird somedays he's wayy too nice and then he's giving me cold shoulder i don't know why? He was all nice and okay in the morning but in a minute he was so angry and frustrated with me and close tu yelling at me because i was joking with him like we used to do before he never had any issue before . I was so hurt when he said why you never understand anything ? Why are u so dumb ? I don't even know what i did so wrong 😕 after all the anger he said he's sorry i don't know what's happening and what i am suppose to do

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