Got diagnosed with depression a year ago and things have not been better since. I have body image issues. I hate myself. I am suicidal and I dont want to live anymore. I have always been a fat kid but 2 years ago I lost around 30kgs and things got better. But now even after losing weight I feel worthless. I tried therapy and medication but nothing seems to work. I cannot do it anymore. I grew up in a household where my parents always commented on my weight and it finally took a toll on my mental health. But hey, i got better after taking my mood stabilisers but NOW they dont work. I want to live, fall in love, grow up to be successful but i feel that I cannot do it anymore. I feel useless and worthless. I know I am loved by people but I dont feel that love. I dont want to tell my parents how I feel and how I see myself because I dont want to see them the way I see myself. I feel that dying would end all the pain.
TeeJay @dran89
I agree with @utsav.
We are here to help you out.
Find people that will motivate you. Talk to people who will share their confidence about life.
Never take your life away. Things will get better. They always do.