Good night good people of Now & me 
You're all so great
Most of all atleast 😬🥴


3am Thoughts

Yeah working shifts nd hardwork is my kind of thing now but the one thing that satisfy my soul is the person's wishes. Any kind words that are said by a warm heart are like a relief while I work. Just like I've got another one from my patient. And that's the real joy of working I guess cuz it makes me happy from the inside ;⁠)

Affirmations

Restless 

Exhausted

Well I don't feel quite right. There is a person to whom I have a crush for very long time and he also had a crush on me but at the same time he likes other girl also. He told me about that and I am okay with that and we chat everyday and act like we r in relationship but he keeps saying he loves both of us . How  I supposed to deal with it ?


Love

Hey how are you doing ? I don't think you are doing good , it may seem like there is nothing good in your life rn but trust me its all gonna be okay keep fighting with whatever you are going through whether it is depression ,any bad experience , trauma or a breakup with friend , gf , bf . Its all gonna be worth it trust me just don&apos;t give up please? Do whatever you want to do , feel however you want to , be what you want be don&apos;t let others decide about you or don&apos;t let their words affect you . Take your time to heal there&apos;s nothing wrong put yourself first then others love yourselves , take care of yourself,&nbsp; do things that make you happy or maybe even just gives you a smile ? Just for yourselves.&nbsp; Go eat something please don&apos;t starve your body is perfect your face is perfect you are beautiful and you matter you smile matters your existence matters okay? You are not skinny you are not fat you are not ugly nor you are weird YOUR ARE JUST BEING YOURSELF AND BE PROUD OF YOURSELF.&nbsp; I love you , im proud of you , i believe in you , i trust you , read this again .&nbsp; You are such a beautiful human you are worth and enough.&nbsp; Don&apos;t beat yourself over anything okay its past try to move on okay? I know society builds up a standard that whenever you are alone you are not happy but its not like that you can enjoy everything out there alone just start to love yourself start by having a small good habit like drinking warm water after waking up , or maybe go on a trip? Go out for yourself make tine for yourself even if it is only 10 mins , do what makes you happy or makes you smile bcz that smiles looks good on you . The demons in your head are trying to capture your beautiful heart they have never seen such a beautiful heart before . Watch the sky when you will feel alone yk why? Bcz maybe someone is also watching it at the same time you are not alond ok? I want you to live every second of your life bcz you are worth it . Pls dont leave this world , this world needs angels like you . Plis smile if you are reading this . You&apos;re strong you are still here in proud of you . You are not useless . You are not a burden you are a blessing to this world like hell angels like you make this world a better place so plis dont ever live your precious spot . Use your voice it sounds beautiful its melodious . Sorry that no one is there for you no one is noticing that you have lost im sorry i wish i could take all your sadness your bad past ot whatever you are going through . You are not being dramatic , your feelings are valid . I hope one day you will come over of all the thing you are going through and you will be genuinely happy and be proud of yourself just stay dont give up . THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO STAY AND LOVE YOURSELF . Wipe those tears and smile . 



The stranger who cares and loves you more than anything in this world . I hope you will remember everything i said ♡

~ meow 

Self Love

"Iswishinevermetyou" words that cut deeply

Depression

it's so hard to admit I am wrong 

Other

I always control my feelings and never cry in front of others, but those who do always gain sympathy. I am not that social and I am severely emotionally detached. Why am I like this? And also, at the moment, I am kind of triggered by everything, so it makes me remember all of the traumas. And with all the things that are going on at the moment that are stressful, my anxiety attacks are not helping.
Damn, I am drowning really hard.

ADHD

I have my exams going on but I do not  why I do not feel like studying and I also did not study  now I do not want to give my exams I keep thinking of skipping it.
i just hate this side of mine I am a great student but still do not what's going on with me   I feel like I   am ruined completely  I hate it what to do someone please tell me 

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