Going to the psychologist tomorrow, I'm super nervous because my dad is taking me and I'm just nervous overall that the visit is forgotten or were going so far for nothing because its my first time and its like a psychologist in a hospital so I'm worried it'll be somewhere else or that idk where it is. UGH. 

don't worry psychologists are easy to talk to without being subjected to any judgement

Overthinking

Iss app PE aadhe se zyada toh creep bhare hue hai 😑😑

Affirmations

I am exchange student in Italy and i feel  anxious that I will not be able to talk with people and that I am not confident enough to talk to strangers. I have never been a person to do that in my life, but i felt like i was interesting and what if we talk i will find a way to get all their attention, i was going to places and i felt like i was a king there(very confident). The worst part is that my Italian is not very good and the people dont speak much english, so i feel even more trapped. If anyone feels like this, share your story with me :)

Anxiety

What is true love?

Breakup

I am so lost. Idk how am I. What's happening to me. Though I going through this depression phase since long. But this weekend is very uncomfortable. Had a call from parents and they were talking and telling me about a guy they found for me. I was just hmming. But I started crying. I broke down. But couldn't tell them nor could cut the call. So They were talking and I was crying, it was so heavy for me. They don't know how am I. What I am going through. I have already told them I don't want to marry. It's just another burden they put on me. And Yet I can't do anything. My life has already fallen apart. Every aspect of my life is ruined. Yet they are preparing for my marriage. 
Other than that the work I am given now is stressful and it's not happening even when I am trying on weekend too. Somehow I got up and tried to cook today after many days. And Things got messed there too. Everything is slipping from hand, the things, my life is nothing. I was okay alone. But to be normal, have to do things, being social, smiling, doing things. I just want to lay down now. But can't show this. Sadness to anyone, and being a burden 

Life

DO you also feeling like crying sometimes? May be, for no apparent reason. But you want to cry. Cry your heart out?

3am Thoughts

how does it feel to have no friends and no one who might actually want you in their life while you keep putting in efforts to make those ppl whom you thought to be your "friends" feel happy ... while all they make you feel is alone. 

i need someone to talk to. I want to meet friends (:

no one over 17 and also don't be a weirdo (disgusting weirdo) <3 

Friends

Hey guys..
I need your help..there was a boy..and i liked him from the very beginning...from the time when we were not having the knowledge about love or like .....
In 6th he proposed me....
But after the time passed after 4yrs he started ignoring me...not replying me ...not taking the initiative.....and also not even messaging me....
He never talked to me face to face and always said that I don't have the confidence to talk to you face to face.....
Jb bhi usse pucho ki if he is interested or not...kehta h i am interested but uski harkato se lgta nhi h........i think now there is something wrongg...plzz guys help me with this...
And he is studying well...he is also talking with his frnds and doing everything to enjoy his life aur idhr pgl kon ho rha h...mei ho rhi hu!

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