Gham Iss kadar badhe, ke mai ghabra ke pi gya..
Iss dil ki bebasi pe taras kha ke pi gya..
Thukra raha tha mujhko badi der se jahaan,
Mai aaj sab jahaan ko thukra ke pi gya...

Alcohol

Shall I feel guilty, if m breaking up with someone, because m not happy with him anymore? 

Breakup

Web series ...
Flames
College romance
Mismatched
Little things
Gullak
Chacha vidhayak hai humare
& many more 😍😍


Movies

I feel so worthless sometimes 

3am Thoughts

I'm feeling worthless!!!

Despite of my little accomplishments I'm feeling worthless.
 I talk to everyone but I do not really have best friends. I avoid most of the people cuz of my personal circumstances and crazy family. I'm dead inside, emotions died, but no one really cares as I look normal outside. I'm explained my situation in vain but no one seemed really cared. I'm feeling like only my death will bring the attention. It's a dark empty hole inside me. I work hard but end up not even with single appreciation instead more pressure. I'm surrounded with selfish people who recognise my accomplishment only to get help from me and kick me down with all chances they get. I'm now in worst condition and no one really cares. All I got left is these forums. I'm scared that I'll go crazy in somedays. I'm feeling like I have none left in the world and feel like dying since no one is caring!!

Depression

Uncertain . Everything's uncertain . I find uncertainty both calming and haunting at the same time . 

Why do you overthink so much bitchh,
Crying to death you're losing your pitch,
People won't heal you bt break you more,
They will leave you alone ashore,
They'll not make you feel less bad,
They'll say you're freakin mad,
U just need a reason to throw tantrums,
Teary your eyes are your voice too numbs,
I know there's no one to hear you out,
I know inside you scream and shout,
To tell the truths lying in you,
Something that's a secret so blue,
It takes your smile away when you think of it,
It breaks you down bit by bit,
I know gal this isn't the social YOU,
This is nothing so new,
It's the emptiness you have lying there,
It won't lessen the pain even if you share....


Life

Hi guys, new to the app

Time

Feeling super low, I am going through a very rough time. I have been married for 11 years with my partner and known him since 16 years now(did college together).
Over the years our companionship changed a lot, we donot understand each other at all now. Frequent arguments make things even worse. The biggest thing that's hurts me is his rude behaviour as I donot find him soft spoken since recent years, which brings tears to my eyes. We discussed many times that he needs to manage his stress  not pass on by being rude with me which he agreed many times and told he will work on it. But since there are more moments of our arguments than good times, it's been frequent that he saw his mistake and came back with a sorry realizing he could nt manage his temper. I trusted him, but since last 1 year,he feels that I want to hear sorry and his apology and now even he shouts or becomes rude, he disagrees with the fact, that he is never rude and I am making fuss out of nothing or I have made him like that over years as its always his mistake 😒. I tell him that over years its important that partners should actively work on their relationships, communicate not only what oneself wants but also sometimes think and do for their partner to show love and care. I try as much as possible to support him in his desires, wishes but he says he feels pressure that he needs to work on something for me. He says I should know he loves me and I should try to understand him.. But isn't it too much, ain't I a human too? Shouldn't I expect care and respectful behaviour? How should I behave when I see I am the one who has to understand, understand and understand always whether its rude behaviour, arguments, disagreements, misbehaviour from in laws in the past, as if anything I say or ask I am told that I  want to blame him for nothing, he doesn't agree later that he was loud. He is not there in my broken moments too, he feels more frustrated and walks out.. I have nobody to speak my heart, I want to cry holding him, but he is not there, he is busy proving me wrong and expressing how pissed off he gets seeing my cry. Many times we thought of a divorce and move out, but we both couldnt go ahead. But I feel so lonely and broken, I yearn to speak out about all that I feel ask what should I do? I cannot go to people who know me, as then they will start judging which also feels bad, hope here in this platform I donot get judged🤞

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