Man I feel like if I cheat on my girl would she get the hint the damage she has caused, after weeks and weeks of trying to see how it’s unfair that she wouldn’t visit my dad when he was doing bad, I mean hospital bad, cause her nephew had a graduation, then she is going out of town on my birthday, and then she shows me a picture of the smashing pumpkins, and I am asking her if she is gonna get tickets for us to go,but in the back of my mind I felt like she wanted me to pay for the tickets

Frustrated

Exhausted

She is my personal brand of heroin.

3am Thoughts

Wanna be withyou always my lovely gf 

Kind of confused right now ..I don't have feelings for the girl ..as in there's no physical attraction or thing ..but I miss her virtual company as of now  most of the time..been friends for almost couple of years now  ...don't know what exactly is happening with me ..Can someone help?

Friends

My ex left me for someone else few years ago, never could move on from that. Recently found out she's going through depression and she's on pills. Couldn't stop myself and reached out to her to help and talk to her. I know this will again end up with me getting hurt. 
But when we ended things years ago, I let her go only because I thought she's happier without me and with the other person. And seeing her "not happy" is something I can't really deal with.

FML

Compassion

Let's consider two person 
A & B so A is the one whom I love alot from past 5+ years but she doesn't care she humiliated me alot , abused me, etc but still I m unable to move on from her so B is our mutual friend ( I & A girl) B helps me alot, she told me to move on frm her (A girl) , she made me understand about everything, she helped me in studies, she always has been there for me to help me no matter it's study related things or about the problems with my own life she always motivated me but few days before B girl asked me to go out with her it's like a hangout but I denied but that was the first time she asked me and after I denied she started ignoring me she thinks tht I m only with her because she's the friend of Girl A and yess whenever I wanted to talk with girl A then girl B helps me alot, she convinced her to talk with me from that day she (girlA) started talking with me like girl A is a personality with attitude and she actually says that "you're not of my standard" on the other side girl B is a personality like she helps everyone but now I think maybe that day she needed me as she's not much expressive...and can clearly see that even she's not talking with me but she actually cares alot 
She indirectly helped me alot and I m the only guy friend of her...
And I am also not trying to talk with her regarding this am I being selfish with her? Am I wrong? 
She never asked me to go out with her but it was the first time... Did she really need someone at that day? 
What should I do? 

Actually 3-4 months ago my ex return into mylife she left 3-4 times until now , she tell mi how she misses her old ex and other things most of the time we are arugging . I arrgu because she doesn't give me enough time . Any one help how should i make this relationship better.(sorry for poor english😔)

Relationships

I love you Kate Ting Lai Leng. I wish both of us could be together.

One Sided Love

Even though we aren't together if she's hungry I make her food and go give it to her, I wait till she finishes eating and then I leave her place, she never says if she's sad, but ik when she will be sad and when she won't, I wanna be there for her, I tried helping her out, but she never wanted me to be there for her, then why did she have to act like she has feelings for me still most days, she's in a relationship with another guy but why does she wanna hunt me down?
I took all the blame remember, I never let u feel bad, and this is what I get in return?
Everytime I leave your place I wish you could wait for me to get on my bike and tell bye to me from top, I miss the good old days, where I did everything for you and all you did was accept it and not give anything back.
I was too blind to realise I was an idiot to believe in everything you said.
You went on cheating on me, did things I never thought you would do and now am stuck with all our memories and you get to roam around with a new guy?
It's never fair, and I think someday you'll realise it, I don't want karma to affect you, I just want you to realise how much I did for you and no one's gonna do so much to you.


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