Frustrated just want to feel something been to long just Want to express my needs. 

Adulting

I can get a girl if I try but fuck why I am so much intrested in short term relationship and the fun fact is everyone I talk to is not intrested in short term relationships🥺

3am Thoughts

Why her? 

Loss

Nowadays I'm longing for a girl's message Idk why eventhough we are good friends the point is she consoles me and I share my every actions with her and still now I'm not sure why she's not sharing any sorts of her things with me eventhough we have been friends for almost 2 yrs this happens idk why i even proposed her once but she blocked me and after sometime I said sry and then we became friends idk is there any trust issue with me I'm feeling bad on that☹️

Friends

I see a cut girl on my commute everyday
But she's always listening to something on her phone
I want to approach her, but should I?
And how? How do I break the ice? What would we talk about?

Crush

I hate myself so much, it hurts
I've loved her every single day, 
Every minute I was spending with her
Was making me more and more vulnerable, 
I'm not good at words but, 
I was getting deeper and deeper 
with the fact I'm in love with her, 
I know that I've done bad things that hurted her, 
And can be unforgivable 
But I was changing slowly, 
I wish I've never came to her place that night, 
things could've been good right now, 
I've never hated her, 
I remember every single day I've spent with her, 
Every single detail, 
I was so obsessed with her,
And until today I'm surviving not living, 
And I now a fact that I'm crazy about her
I just wished she could feel what I'm feeling
I swear I was ready to do anything 
that makes her happy, anything
I love her so much
I wish there was a way to prove it
I love her more than myself.


I'm now with my family 
Nothing feels better from inside 
I steel feel emptyness 
I've forgoten who I'm
Every day is just becoming 
Harder and harder to live  
Lonelyness is dominating 
Even I'm surrounded with good people 
I'm trying to change but I can't
It's just overcontrolling me 
Sadness, emptyness, brokenheart
Nothing's helping 
I'm just tired of everything 
I'm burning 
My brain is away 
My heart is suffering in silent
If I had one wish 
I'll choose to sleep forever 
Never wake up 
I don't know what am I at this moment
And I don't know what to do 
I 've lost the taste of life 
I've forgotten how to live 
How to enjoy things 
She was literally my everything


 


Mental Health

I loved her as they define the world love 
till death apart us on the same bed.
But she took me for granted whenever she was hurt she came to me and stayed with me till she again feel alive then she just tell me she has not moved on from her ex but she love me too then she leaves then agin whenever she get hurt she come to me at last i gave up but feelings they dont go they just stay. I cant bear this anymore she took me completely for granted . My personal and professional both life are hell. I dont know  what to do. 

I love her, I’m am a feast
With a touch of hands, one becomes three
I love it when she opens her mouth
Her lips are an entrance, a door to our house

Hy I am a woman I am looking for a girlfriend for my son who's 20

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