Frustrated 🤯

3am Thoughts

I need a gf who loves or trust me

Long Distance Relationship

I hope she is everything I couldn't be 
<3 

Relationships

Till yesterday I was in belief that my ex has moved on me. I caught her with someone else which led to our broke up. I was traumatized for about a year . I decided to move on in my life. But yesterday our mutual told me that she is in depression since my brokeup .she is not able to cope with the breakup .Now I am feeling to get back with her but she has blocked me everywhere. I am not understanding what should I do


Breakup

I ahd this ex gf with whom i had an argument while she was on vacation with her frnds(i apologised the next day for reacting too harsh) . So she came back and i found that she is talking to another guy who went on tour with her,while i was ghosted. 
I felt betrayed but still i was trying to convince her that we had a commitment of marriage but dont leave ur temporary pleasure for someones lifetime commitment. But she didnt listen. 
Few months later . I called her and hoped that we can be frnds and learned that they are dating now.
Its was gut punch to me like i used to believe that she might talking to him as a frnd but how can someone moveon so fast. 
So i called her mean selfish and few things like she dont deserve my gifts and all . And how easy it was for her to switch persons as partner. 
To which she replied “i didnt cheat you,he came into my life after our breakup,and i never thought that u would turn into this”
Like what was she expecting me to say afterknowing all this ? 

I wonder what you’re doing rn. Are you thinking of me? Or are my doubts true? Are you with her? You haven’t spoken to me properly for weeks. I guess that’s all I meant to you. Fuck you for giving me hope. But thank you for the lesson. Hope you’ll find what you’re looking for. 

I have never been in a relationship and every now and then i wonder if i ever will be in one. About one month ago  i tried talking to a girl who came in my tutions,i used to look at her for about 2 years and wanted to talk but couldn't muster up the courage but in my final year of graduation when i realised that after this year there was hardly any chance for me to see her again as she will be going back to her home town which a friend of hers told me so finally i walked to her and talked to her. I asked her name and she said NO to me straight away but she told me after i said if i asked in a wrong way or done anything so she told me her and when i asked her if she wanted to be friends she said no and said she was an introvert and she does not like to make friends. After 1 or 2 week i asked a friend of her if she can convince ger to talk with me for some time and after she talked to her she said that she is already in arelationship with someone so i should not pursue her anymore.
I don't know why that thing disturbed me very much. I never smoked but after that encounter i started smoking cigarette don't know why but i started doing it. Now also i see her everyday but i guess thats that....

Hi!

I unexpectedly fell in love with someone who is in love with someone else, her boyfriend. She told me she loves me too but she can't break up with him yet due to his feeling of depression. I felt her love for him is still genuine. I am getting exhausted of waiting and being afraid of being the one left out everytime. It has been months but still I love her. Has anyone experienced this before and what did you do? I would listen to all comments, suggestions even judgements (but please be gentle). Thank you

Love

So since last 2 - 3 days I have not been good.. I had fights with my partner and today morning i had an urguement with my mom. Due to that i am very upset and i have cryed a lot. My partner has been busy in her work and She Had not even bothered to be with me.. She is like i have work i am busy and clearly told me will talk later. since Last 3 - 4 days she has been very busy and she is not with me. I mean we need someone when we are going through all this.  Mayebe she is no more interested.

Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts