From tomorrow, I’ll be alone here in this new city for almost a year or may be more. I’m scared, feeling anxious, in short-facing multiple emotions. It’s not like I haven’t been alone in the past (away from my family) but in this past 1.5 year, I developed a habit of sleeping next to my mom and now I’ll miss that.
It’s so strange that in life to achieve something (which is uncertain, temporary) we have to deliberately choose to stay away from our most certain parts (people) of our lives.
I hope this all will be worth it and I make her proud.