From last few days ...I was making efforts to stop thinking about the person I love (my ex) 
Last night I gathered all my courage ..n removed him from all my social accounts in order to keep myself distanced 
But now I m again in confusion 😕😅...I did the right thing or not ??  

it’s okay to let go people who doesn’t choose us. Don’t doubt yourself. you are worthy af. You did the right thing <3 . Be happy always.

3am Thoughts

M a bit confused because I love someone who told me he loves someone else we were friends before but my feelings changed for him..I have told him but he already told me he love someone else and now he is moving on and he is may be idk he wants commitment or something else I can't get it what doe she wants and he told me I can't talk everyday I understand but he is just replying my texts not talking he is frnds with her too.


What is this going on plz help me to sort out my confusion 

Confusion

Hello i am in relationship with my boyfriend since 6 years and recently my parents came to know about our relationship and my parents are not accepting him he is too good and i am sure he will look after me as my parents are taking care of me now they are comparing with status he only has mom his dad died when he was 3 he is working hard to get a job and to lead happy life.....in this circumstances i am getting stressed don't know what to do 😭

Relationships

How do you get a guy who you met online through your friend to stop texting you?
I'm not interested, but he seems really desperate to get a gf. I find him kind of weird and I want to stop talking to him but in a nice way that wouldn't come off rude.

Exhausted

Okkay so long story short . He was working hard for a job so he could marry me. We both loved each other a lot. But my feelings changed and he didnt give commitment saying his parents are little conservative and wanted  sometime when i needed it . 
He was hurt when i dumped him 
But he is now at a good post job and made fun of me saying “u didnt trust me and supported me in my struggle ,good luck with ur new guy,have fun earning 10k a month .. and this ego is not ego i have earned this by my hard work.. not by jumping from guy to another like you did..BPO really suits you u will get a lot of call from males talk to them just like you love doing.. and dont do B.ed cos all you can teach is how to cheat on your partner”

Breakup

I recently broke up with my boyfriend. While we knew each other for last two years (as close friends), it was only recently I met him for offline.

The moment we met, we got into a relationship. I always felt I am not worthy of a proper love story and my insecurities got better of me.

He asked me for some space as he was dealing with some personal crisis and health issues. But keeping me in dark for weeks, checking my msgs and not replying, especially at a time when I was struggling and it felt like my lifeline is gone. He was a guide to me and i couldn't do well without having him around.

I fell down into a spiral of emotional breakdowns and overthinking that made me question his love. (Also sent a long message blaming myself and partially blaming him too).

That hurt him and he cut off all communication with me without even a word. Recently he gave me a closure when I begged him to answer what's going on. It hurt him that I lost trust in him and his love and since I always end up having this insecurities, mental breakdowns, he didn't want to get bogged down by my mental health.

I know am at fault.  This is second relationship I am losing because of my mistakes and I try real hard to change myself.

I also know I hurt him badly. He changed my attitude towards men and proved me there are nice, decent and gentlemen out there.

Now I don't know what to make of this. How to rectify myself. My relationship is over, he is gone.

I am left with my mind that's always anxious, chaotic and broken. I don't want to be like this. I wish I knew what to do.

I hate myself so much that I became that clingy girlfriend who couldn't give her bf some space. Being the other side of the toxic spectrum hurts so bad! I was the toxic one here and I can't seen to handle it. 

(please check my profile to understand what I'm talking about)
PART 10 - LAST ONE
I stopped writing about him during summer because I got over him eventually, but writing about him didn't help me that much I had to try and get over him differently; (I'm finding it really difficult to talk about it now because he's completely out of my mind).
He reached out to me several times after our last argument that lasted several months I found it hard to let him in easily and act like nothing happened because I was bothered and wanted to speak about it first and later move on, but he just kept trying in different ways to talk to me and make our conversations the way they were before. He finally concluded that it wasn't going to work through the phone so he decided to man up and ask me to meet him in real life in order to sort things out correctly.
Coming home from that meeting feeling all sorts of ways believing that he knows what he did and will never repeat it again, accepting all his "excuses" and "explanations"; honestly I just made it work for myself no more complications 'you know' and it went so well, the weeks after our meeting was heavenly I started falling again but not that deep I was well aware of my emotions around him this time.
But then it started going downhill again and then I knew I had to pick myself up out of it ain't no way I was going to sit there and watch him mistreat me and take me for granted; woke up one day out of nowhere I blocked him EVERYWHERE :).
NO explanations no nothing because to me he never deserved any of those; I took my time for a long month off of social media doing new hobbies, engaging in new activities, getting out of my room, socializing... and I didn't find it REAL HARD TO FORGET ABOUT HIM thanks to another guy that was interested in me and I admit I went along with him just to forget more (and it worked).
The month is over, after unblocking him I explained myself, and THERE I felt it; the feeling that you get when you're no longer interested in a person you felt like you're never getting over. EVERYTHING I DID DURING THAT MONTH OFF WORKED! I am proud of myself to say: I AM OVER HIM. I LOOK HIM IN THE FACE AND FEEL NOTHING, TALK TO HIM AND FEEL NOTHING, HONESTLY, what did I see in him?!
[if you're an old reader of this story thank you for sticking around I have new gossip stories coming, real update: he comes to me now from time to time for some advice so we're not talking anymore and I treat him just like a stranger I'll never get to see again; very lightly and briefly.]





Overthinking

Yes I love my best friend there was a tym I really wanted to kiss him but now when things are going in the direction I wanted it doesn't feel good . I love him I care for him I want to be him and I am even ready to spend my lyf with him but as friend I don't feel that this relationship will work in future . I somehow think that there is a Loop hole and we will fall in that . Every thing is gonna end . Today or after 1 year but it will . The impact will be cured in less tym we I say no but it will take tym if I say yes . I want to be with him but as friends . 

Friends

So I call a dude out on how he’s been acting and go to leave so he kisses me to I guess leave more breadcrumbs and me wanting. He messaged, I messaged back, now a day and half later, nothing. 
Seriously my patience is thin. Don’t be a douche!! Trying to decide whether to text him something like ‘so what’s the plan?’ But we’ll see

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