Friends?? 

Friends

🤡 Friends?

Friends just 

Life

Friends anyone?

I fake in  st  a stories 🤪

3am Thoughts

I feel like the outcast in my friend group

Lonely

I feel isolated and fake like a burden. I see the way my friends chat to each other they truly like each other and have fun they love each other. Don’t get me wrong I absolutely love my friends, but I feel like the person in the friend group that everyone hates. I’m annoying, stupid, hot headed, and don’t know how to react to people. My friend told me about how she wasn’t feeling great, so I tried my best to help listen and talk to her but ik I didn’t help ik I made things worse like I was being so predictable like it gets better, it takes time. But fuck I felt so disgusted with myself saying those things cause when does it get better when do those thoughts telling u that ur unworthy of living that ur better off dead goes away cause they’re still here. But I can’t say that that’s not going to help and if I don’t help then she could get worse and what if she does something to herself and I spiralled and cut myslef again. I need help please how can I be a better friend how can I help them make them happy and not annoyed at me please I need to know 

Anyone has had experience with friends who make you feel alone ? No matter how much you try they'll leave you out of plans, won't invite you unless you ask, no matter what you do you're never good enough for them.

Depression

I am literally fed up with the fake people around me..... Friends backstabbing me and not sharing any of their news with me. No hopes about Crush and love lyff.... Stressed with unwanted education and for jee competations.....really fed up.... I donno but I am scared that I might turn out a monster if this continues..Hope y'all understood what situation I am in and how f***ed up I am.... Searching for a loyal guy /gal (btw me a guy 16 yrs) to befriend with

waiting for the right person at least now who can push me out of these problems
 

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