Fr tho how y’all test n know if ur bf is loyal? Cuz I’m in desperate situation

Boyfriend

Kitna mushkil hota hai na shadi jse bandhan mai bandhna ke liye sabko raazi Krna 
Jb 2 rooh mil chuki ho just ek samaj k liye shadi Krna or dono k ghr wale na mane Krane k liye 
Pr ladka ladki at any cost sath rhna chahe 
Bhagkr shadi Krna bhot aasan hai pr woh dono sbki shmati chate iske liye struggle kr rhe dono khne ko toh pass hai pr puri society alg krne mai tuli hui ho
Bs apna koosoor kya hai ki mohobaat ki or isme humari dono ki kya glti agr caste alg nikl aayi toh just don't know aage kya Krna chahiye 

Aaj batman aayega

3am Thoughts

I rarely have had human interaction and now this loneliness is really killing me as each day passes by. This seems so tough now. How do I survive with no interaction. Inspite of being very open and honest with people, I never have had any friend. Feels like a loser and now I'm at this stage of life where chances of meeting new people or making friends is next to zero.
I truly wish to erase my existence. Could not hold this agony.

Lonely

How are you feeling?

Compassion

I got told to kms and slit my wrist.

I want to have a child and a dog >;(( 

Before she knew that I was sexually abused by my father, my mother always thought I was a disrespectful child until the age of 16. She always said  would have bad luck because I disrespected her. 

I'm twenty-seven, and don't really believe in God nor his Commandments especially "honor thy mother thy father."  This is because I feel like my parents disrespected me one and that my father abused me and my mother telling me things that made me feel terrible about myself but in retrospect he's only said those things because she thought I was disrespectful.

However I still believe that thought haunts me lot and that is. I will have bad luck for the rest of my life because I feel like I do have bad luck and I always get angry at my mom and we fight a lot I do love her, but Im just hurt.

Every time I'm angry I'd blame her for a lot of things are not her fault also because she said those things and it's affected me. And I feel guilty all the time.

So is it a self-fulfilling prophecy that I have bad luck or is it true that because of disrespecting my mother I have bad luck?



Anxiety

Sick of people telling me " you're too skinny " , "eat something" . I like whatever hideous way i am and I don't need you telling me shit 

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