For the past 17 years of my life, I have been always reminded of how skinny I am.
Whenever there’s any family function, before going there I prepare myself because I know those aunties and uncles are gonna say something about it, as always. It’s funny how they think calling someone skinny is a compliment. IT’S NOT!
Almost every December, my mom makes a new year’s resolution, which is making sure I gain at least 5 kgs over the next year. But guess what since the past 3-4 years, my weight has always been between 45-47kgs. (lol the only thing that’s constant in my life)
No matter how much I try, I just simply can’t gain weight. And at this point, I have accepted it, I have accepted my body, I have accepted that I can’t force my self to eat more, I have accepted that I can’t force my self to just awkwardly smile every time someone calls me skinny, I have accepted that I can’t gain weight through any natural means, I have acce…