kez @kez
for the last 4 years i’ve had the nagging feeling that there is something mentally wrong with me. i’ve taken online tests, quizzes, you name it. i’ve struggled with anxiety and depression and still do now sometimes, but a lot of the time i feel like there’s something else going on unanswered. maybe i’m just looking for an excuse or something to blame for my mental health or my mistakes. i’ve tried talking to someone about it but i was just pushed away. my fear of people telling me i’m overthinking or that i’m wrong makes me think it’s all in my head, and that there really isn’t anything wrong with me. there really probably isn’t anything wrong with me. this circle of thoughts has been going on for so long i don’t know what to believe.
