For the first time in years… I want to self harm that bad. I don’t want one cut or two. I want to cuts all over my body. I feel like I deserve it and I don’t need to pity myself to not do it. I don’t know what’s wrong or right anymore. People say “trust your gut” but then ask me “what’s wrong with you”. Everything is wrong! I’m useless and I can’t even deny it or lie to myself anymore
Why?
what’s the matter?
plz feel free to talk at least
i know saying sth won’t really help… just speak it out
even if i could do nth … at least i would listen
before doing any harm plz plz think … i know its just a matter of seconds to decide it…but relax!!! and have sth that u love
That’s the problem. I like the pain. And I don’t mind it. I’m not a masochist or anything but I just want it so bad. I have been diagnosed with chronic depression for maybe 8 years, but I don’t want to tell my mother. She will begin to worry. And it’s not like I have a real problem. That’s what if makes it worse. It makes me feel like people with real problems get it together just fine while I can’t do a simple task…
Ohhhh
u just need to love urself more and do the things that makes u happy
Don’t always blame urself … if you can’t do anything then its completely fine … everyone can’t do everything…
just be true to urself and do the things u love and take responsibilities of ur life😊
Hi there! Please don’t do something to yourself. I know how you feel. I have been there and I know how difficult it is…just hang in there.
I have had such thoughts a lot of time but I backed out because I was afraid of “what if I survived, how would I face the people around me” and then one day my little sister attempted suicide. At that point, I forgot my pain, I was so self-obsessed that I couldn’t see what she was going through. Although she is doing well now yet I can’t stop blaming myself. It was difficult watching her go through that year-long treatment.
I got to know later that my little sister felt the same as you and me, she regrets having done that now.
Maybe I am not making any sense here but please just don’t do it. Your life matters.
If you feel worthless, start living for others. I forgot all my pain when I started taking care of my sister. I feel so good to see her doing so well. There are days when I feel low but now I know that it too shall pass. Nothing is constant except change.
Hey… I have some suggestions I found on tiktok that miraculously have helped me recently…
Taping very sticky tape and pulling them off quickly
Drawing lines using red ink pen or markers
Using ice to numb
Hope those helps u like they have helped me. I’m jus so tired of people constantly commenting or staring at my scars.
