FIRST V/S ALL
Why do we still miss our firsts, even though its been so many years already.
I came across to my first gf profile, Idk why but I feel bad when I saw her, I felt unloved. I’m not really sure if I’m still into her, as its been almost 7 years already. We used to talk over call and chat everytime we used to get time. One day I disappeared, and ik all I did was wrong and that became the sole reason for our unofficial break up. A few months ago, I came across her FB, I tried contacting her with the name I used to call her, she didn’t reply and blocked me directly. I didn’t know I was blocked, so I tried contacting her on her Insta, and she blocked me there as well. I told my school buddy to talk to her that I’m in the city rn, and I wanted to talk to her and all, and she replied that she’s getting too busy with her life, can’t see people like me at all (as being told by my bud). She’s in touch with almost every classmate we had in our high school except me.
Ik I’ve been a bad guy once by not telling her that I was in love with her then, and I think I’m still in love with her rn. My eyes gets wet whenever I see her pic, heart beats faster than usual and idk I just love her alot. I’m not going to get over her anytime soon.
Bro hard pill but you hurt her first you broke her heart you left her alone and now when you realised that you’re in love with her… If I was her friend I would have given her the advice to block too I know it may hurt to hear but you need to move on she had the same heart break years ago now you are experiencing the same pain move on buddy and don’t do that again if you need to break up just say " I need to break up for __________ reason" you left her with open wound and wanting to get back with her don’t you think it’s selfish if you love her let her be let her recover the wound you gave her years ago and you too move on find someone else or just love yourself first
In my opinion don’t try to get along with her.
And ask yourself if you seriously want her or just miss the feeling of her towards you sometime we are not in love with the person but the Idea of that person and this ruin the whole thing
