just venting out:
Feeling so restless.
Why I canβt just enjoy my own company, tho I love sitting alone but I just escape from self introspection or talking to myself, cuz these thoughts just scare me.
I keep myself busy doing this or that but this is not the solution n then thrs this urge to talk to people πbut I dnt even wnna talk cuz mostly evryone around know me as happy soul.
It literally happens with me also I am also like that I fears to be alone I keep myself busy but again nd again same thoughts I think to talk to anyone but I gets avoided nd sometimes due to fear I couldnβt even text them I am unlucky always became burden on everyone ππ