Feeling low everyday same routine same work same household chores to do nothing feels like to enjoy life is getting bored everyday

Even just now i m thinking to join zumba class for fun

It is just you are doing same things everyday so it makes your mind same or either it makes your mind to think that which work you do they are not need attention so sometimes do something else yup time nikalo and kahi nikhlo krna apne hai life apki hai

try to include new things in your daily lifestyle. like renew your old hobiies or start developing new one. Start listening new music or make new friends. video call with old friends, try to understand new friends. start doing yoga or gym etc. i hope you're getting my point

Life

I feel confused.
I met a friend but couldn't spend much time with him and now I'm worried about what if he's feeling left out. 

Friends

Idk I've anger issues or you can say ego. The reason is that when I roast someone it's all fine but if someone roast me I get angry very easily and gets offended. If someone casually has high tone I usually get in an argument as I don't want someone who talk to me in high tone but if I does it's totally fine. Or someone taunt me the moment can get quite heated.

Anger Issues

Hi Guys I wanted to share my story so that people are aware about it and take decisions carefully. So on 14th October I was in courtyard market sector 50 gurgaon and I was buying some water from the paan shop which is near the exit gate of nirvana courtyard and it was the India Vs Pakistan match that day and India had won. I was just buying water and suddenly out of nowhere a uncle came and he just out of excitement about the india winning match he suddenly hugged me and touched me I pushed him away but then after that he used to follow me and constantly say hi and look at me. I told this to my parents and now he's in jail. From this experience I wanted to tell that don't trust anyone easily and be careful about your surroundings and call the police if something like this happens. 

Harassment

Chase happiness and soon you will fall into a pit. 

Mindfulness

Just 2 days left for CA inter results. I already know I can't clear this time because I didn't study much. While other aspirants studied 12-14 hours a day, I studied less than an hour per day.

Accepting the defeat, during those days, I was just a tangible living being with a dead soul.

Just one toxic relationship ruined everything. My 3 valuable attempts are gone.

The worst thing is, my parents won't believe that I will not clear. Even though I told them I will not clear, they hold on to hope. I can't say anything to them about their hopes, as they know my potential.

But they have no idea about my struggling story and depression days. So the only thing I can do is accept the failure and listen to whatever they say after the results.

It would have been a different story if everything was fine. If she was a loyal girl, you would never see me on Now and Me app posting these thoughts. My results would have been "PASS," and my mental health would be perfect. I never needed this secret psychologist visit.

2022-2023 was a lesson, the untold survival stories, experiencing what narcissism is, realizing that the people who make us happy can become the source of sadness.

From September 2023 onwards, mental health was my priority. That's why I've isolated myself from home and did everything for recovery. 40-50% of wounds are healed.

The priority in 2024 will be studies. I need to wipe off the dust on my textbooks and restart that old version of me. I want to get back that old study power.

And 100%, no more people will come into my life until I build my career. It's time to cut off all toxic ones from life.

But results still haunt me. I can't proudly look into them.

3am Thoughts

Hello mere pyaari now and me fam! Just wanted to say ki aap sab ke pyaar main chamku jaise jugnu (I shine like a firefly in your love)! Sending you all sparkles of love, happiness and care. Take the plunge my darlings! You will succeed. I am rooting for all of you. You have got this. Love and hugs.

Love

I am stressed out. I have anxiety and fears and I am hell worried everytime. I overthink a lot. I am very Much worried for my life. I am just 28 and feel like Life has no plans further. Nothing is good in life right now. My everything is messed up Jobs and relationships finances everything... I Am scared all the time. And this fear is not Letting me do anything further.

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