Sorry for your loss yrr actually let me tell you one incident happened with me actually I will not say she was my gf but we had a close bond and i did what can I do to make her feel special but guess what ?? Nothing happened, one day her ex messaged and she literally blocked me from every social media platform and even before that she said i was bored so i played with u… Still i feel the pain and agony inside me but after that i know that never expect anything from anyone even from your parents dude just don’t otherwise u will be ended being hurted,lonely and fuck*d.