Feeling lonely. Looking for a girl who can add some spice in my life. Much needed these days. Specially after covid everything changed. Can I get a girl who will really understand me about my feelings. 


Loneliness aur ye boring life se bahar nikale. Thoda fun add kare - just like that. 

3am Thoughts

I (24, F) got in a fight with my  bf (26) over his sister. His sister always comes and bothers me . Borrowing my new clothes , taking the jewelry my grandfather gifted me , etc . I get she is seeing me as her own sister ...but I don't want to share my personal stuff with her. She went so far as to take my lingerie,  my bf gifted me . This is getting out of hand . And I got into a fight with my bf . This might break us up . What should I do ??


Boyfriend

“She’s like an old abandoned house with shattered windows and broken doors, and dust filled spaces she hasn’t been willing to explore. 

This house is her; it’s a metaphor, but she knows that as she continues to heal,

 she will come back to life once more.”


Hope

I uninstalled my social media for few days and didn't talk to a guy I was talking to on sc for 3 days because of my exams
and today , he's telling me he doesn't know who I am, he tells I'm a guy pretending to be a girl and asks me for " proofs" and at end tell he has a girlfriend and doesn't know me and never talked to me and who tf I am and says has Never used the site we met on a few months ago
I'm hurt
We've been talking for 5 months

Lonely

Ek to meri 
1) height kam 
2) black skin 
3) low caste 
4) gareeb 
5) motapa 
6) talent nahi hai 
7) padhai se bhi kuch ukhad nahi raha 
Aur kuch baaki hai bura hone ko vo bhi de dete


Anxiety

Who am I? What is life? What do I want from life? What keeps me from jumping off a building or something and die? What is the point of all this shit? I don't wanna spend my life doing expected things like growing up, going to uni, graduating, getting a job, marrying the first man I fall in love with, have kids, looking after my little depressing imaginary family, getting old and die with a sad face full of wrinkles. So basic, so sad. And what makes the idea worse is this is actually what my future would look like and I have no say in it. I'd rather die now and get done with this life thing, I just don't understand why? How could be people out there feeling real and pure happiness? What do they do and how do they think? Omg, I just hate everything I wrote and I hate the way my brain thinks and works. I don't wanna sounds like a negative person, and I'm trying not to be one, but I just feel like I have no enough energy to face the world and engage with society, it needs so much patience and energy that I don't have right now. I'm scared a little, I hope I never live that expected life, it makes me feels like I'm drowning and there is no one to help me.

Life

Since forever isn't forever, let's just vibe till whenever 💫🤸‍♂️🤸‍♀️🕺💃

I don't know what is happening. I don't know who to ask. Really want to talk to someone if it's okay. The sadness is increasing every minute. 

Depression

Im so done being a therapist for everyone of my friends an them doing nothing in return. Don’t get me wrong i love helping them and i want them to be well, but they only cone to me when they need help when they feel better they ignore me and leave me like i am nothing. They also dont even notice when im going through something and they get mad once i tell them that i feel like this. It just sucks because i love them so so much, but i guess thats just how boys work. You can offer them and give them so much, but it will never ever be enough 

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