Feeling drained, the whole days passes without doing everything that i need to do, 8 out of 10 things are left most of the times, that just makes me overwhelmed 

thats so true and the right way probably, but it just gets to you when this happens more often than not

there seems to be that edgy anger coming out where in you feel you arent good enough! 

yes i guess, that leap of faith and believing in oneself is what is most needed, but maybe also reworking ones expectations or going all in, something should be done! ofcourse after taking everything into account

am i overly ambitious or am i not good enough? does anyone else feel the same? 

Anxiety

Had a fight with my sister.... Ahh... Itna gussa aa rha h man toh kr rha h ki sar hi fod du uska...

Anger Issues

I've been liking a guy for a long time and he gave me the same signals too. 
But just now he invited me over a group movie online and he was the only guy out there.
I realised he had been texting the same way he was texting me with the other girl. It was pretty awkward and I just left it right now.
Its sad that even my best friend has a crush on him so I cannot open up to her about this. :(
I just wanted to let out this feeling sigh
Hes trash

I wish he can stop being a douchebag and stop giving hope. 
Sighhhh


One Sided Love

Do not really trust anyone, after a time everyone leaves😢 💫😶

Today someone told me that I tend to lip smack when I eat and like this is supposed to be very dumb but I didn’t know I did that and I have been very self conscious bc of that dumb comment. Yeah this is very random but I just wanted to get it off my chest bc I’m that dramatic. PLEASE IM SO MAD LIKE THE WAY THIS PERSON SAID WAS SO MEAN, like bro I’m sorry I like tasting my food😭 but yeah very dumb paragraph I’m sorry this is funny but at the same time i am mad and embarrassed about it and I don’t want to eat in front of anyone ever againnnn

3am Thoughts

This is very random but I just went outside my house to watch fireworks and it made me very happy idk why. But it was a great moment, nothing happened but it gave me hope, I felt something magical. My parents say I'm like a little kid I always get very excited my town's festival of fireworks, I just think they are very pretty to look at. It might be very stupid idk lol but I always smile like an idiot while looking at them. This is today's TMI i guess hahaha

Hope

I’m scared of starting 8th grade on August 24th. I’m just worried the year is going to pass by, or I’m going to fail a class. I’m trying to improve my knowledge. But I’m scared of high school next year. I still have to get a job this year. I’m trying all I can. And it seems every time I go to school I never fit in. Always being judged because I am too developed. I think I’m just insecure about my body 😞 I just wanna go one day in the smart pretty persons shoes for one day. Not being judged, being loved. Because right now I feel like everyone hates me. 
**sorry for wasting your time**

I fucking hate everyone around mee. I wish I could run away from here. 

Frustration

The relationship that I share with my brother is inexplicable. I love him the most, I know I'll give him the larger share of my food, I know I'll teach him stuff and ask him to be right wherever I went wrong when I was his age. I love him very much, and although we fight A LOT, nothing can break what we have :)

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