Feeling bad, yeah i have been in a ralation with a girl and now she broke up with me. Ith was my mistake mostly. I was over expected in realation this was my first relation i texted a lot with her,i called her i tried i want her back i want to wait for her, want to go after her but there is a doubt if i have went after her  did it affect her life is this right thing tk do? Like there are lot of questions in mind. One thing sure i want her back. did i wait for a good ending???? Thats the question.

I can't go with this feeling like she loved me, she tried to stay with me, adjust with me,but me..... I wasn't bold enough to hold but now i am, i am ready to hold her but now she didn't with me

Anxiety

I broke someone's heart and I feel like shit, she asked for a long distance relationship, that would have lasted for around at least 5 years before we would have been in the same city, I never met her, and she said she will meet me once she started earning, which is around 2 years away, I don't know, I was not sure if it would have lasted, I was not sure if I wanted to stay on a promise for that long and all of this lead to our breakup, I didn't want to leave her and I love her from thw bottom most of my heart but I just couldn't. So I feel like shit, it's been around 2 days and nothing feels getting any better. I hate ruining things like this. I hate myself for this.

LGBTQ

I have accepted my ex 3 times back in total of our relationship...i don't know if im a fool or what but i loved her a lot...we vibed great but everytime i don't she broke up due to some reason and within sometime itself she came back...but after this last time i was broken up very badly...now im scared of going through that problem again...n she has been trying indirectly to reach out to me..but i am not responding...what i need help in is that there is still a part of me that loves her but im scared now of going back...what to do i have no clue..soo i need help here

Confusion

I started liking this girl two years ago. She had a bf but I never knew. Bt I got a feeling that she is not interested in me so I took a step apart. Then after 6 months, we started talking and she told me she had a breakup recently. We were talking daily since then. Sometimes, for hours some days for few time only. 

This October, I confessed my feelings for her knowing she doesn't feel the same for me. She rejected me but she had a fear that I would leave her. In past all her friends did. So, I stayed. Not for her, but because I wanted to. I wanted to do right by her.

Then this December, she confessed that has developed a feeling for me but not as strong as mine. She was not sure but I convinced her that we should give a try.

Everything started great , we would talk for hours at night.  Bt I couldn't talk to her for few days because I was out due to some family function. 
And everytime she is alone, she gets time to think about us and she feels that how strong my feelings are...she would have to break my heart one day or marry me but she is not ready for any of them. 

And because I see marrying her someday maybe she thinks that this is unfair to me. So, we had this or similar chat 4-5 times in this 2 month span and decided to break up. 
I am still not over her. I see reason in what she says and I don't to lose her. I don't want her to feel lonely....and I don't want to feel lonely too.

What should I do?? She says she still likes me.











3am Thoughts

You know what, things goes right for a few weeks and suddenly I again start feeling bad about, everything around. I start to hate myself and the decision that I took. One year back she told me that her parents are seeing someone for her and now she had to decide between me and that guy. I don't know but I told to think about it on her own and take a decision which she felt was correct. I know I kind of left no choice to her. I didn't really stopped her from going away. I still remember those days when she used to ask me what she should answer her parents. She used to cry a lot. At that time I didn't realized that all these things are going to be very crucial. One day she calls me and then we decide to get apart. I still can't remember what day it was how it happened. And why it happened. It's been a year, she is engaged and we guys are still friends. I don't know i can't stay away from her. I love her and I know that. I don't know if she has moved on but I am still into her and it really hurts that she is not with me. She loves someone else now and all those things that we had planned for us is theirs now. I miss her so much. But I can't tell this to her because I know that will break her and then she won't talk to me. She was in love with me once and if she still loves me even a little then she can't see me like this. She has totally moved on. I am happy for her because you know that guy with whom she is engaged now is also very good. And they guys make good pair. But I am sad for myself because now it's not me with her. The reason that we are not together is maybe because we come from different religions. I miss her. I will miss her all my life. 

Relationships

Need a gf♥️

Crush

Now that I think of it, I never told her the biggest changes that were taking place in my life, I think that might be it. I don't know what has happened to me, ugh I miss her

Having the worst day of my life, which had already been hell for over 6 months. My ex girlfriend took all my friends away from me. She didnt want me to speak to my best friends. And as a stupid person, i did what she said, i dont know why, and i regret every single second. Although, she kept makin sure that she loves me, and i thought it was true. When it got too much, i decided to break up, and she fancied with everything like she'll never see a guy like she saw me. she'll never fall in love with someone. She will not do this, do that. Even though i knew i shouldnt care, it did make me feel alright. Today, i got to know, that she got intimate with some other guy during lockdown and dint tell me for weeks. I lost everything because of her, friends, my bestest friend, everyone. And was so done with life. And this, just wanna make me kill myself. i dont know what to do. I lived a lie for 9 months, got so attched, like anything, and now, i just. I just wanna just leave everything. i can't deal with any of this. 

Depression

Sometimes time flies so quickly. I was thinking that the other day I was sitting right next to her in our favorite restaurant and today after 4 years on the same day I'm sitting alone at the same place. I've lost friends, connection, bond everything with everyone even with my parents. Yes I do overthink which ofcourse leads to anxiety but now I have started to live like this, this is my new normal. Still I miss her, I love her I guess she would have forgotten me or maybe not....

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