Sophie @sophiehope
Fake happy is not better than content sad. But content sad is better than breaking down. But happy in love is better than happy. But being content with life is better than anything. Being okay to open your eyes in the morning. That should be the only thing you want in life. Just to be okay with waking up. Not being scared for the day ahead.
Swotter @kskarthik
What if you hunted by nightmares!
Sophie @sophiehope
are u?
Swotter @kskarthik
Yes. Also I wake up mostly to same dreadful thoughts that hunt me the whole day.
Sophie @sophiehope
I’m sorry
Swotter @kskarthik
Thanks for the consideration.
Sophie @sophiehope
are u better now
Swotter @kskarthik
Thanks for asking. Today sleep was on a better side. But have dreadful medical and office work in the day ahead.
Sophie @sophiehope
ah I am in quarantine which sucks even worse than that
Swotter @kskarthik
Maybe not, the dead head splitting headache that results from the medical condition is worse than anything :(
Sophie @sophiehope
yeah well my ribs are broken from the car accident I was in
Swotter @kskarthik
Are we on a competition here? Anyway this idiotic headache visits me twice ever week.
Sophie @sophiehope
yeah that’s not even bad I have a brain bleed and it is spreading I will hopefully die soon
Swotter @kskarthik
Similar is my situation not a long count i have left in my life.
Swotter @kskarthik
But I am really saddened to hear it :( sometimes it just beats me how god works things out.
Sophie @sophiehope
yeah I’m thankful I get to die soon
Swotter @kskarthik
Ochh I am not that hopeless, I really want to get back and better my life.
Sophie @sophiehope
oof not me
Swotter @kskarthik
😢😢
That’s what I need to hear. Just in the morning I posted something related to this, I can’t believe tho. Thank you for posting this 🧡
Sophie @sophiehope
ofc
Aakifah @kifah
Aaah
The wish to wake up in the morning without being affected by all that negativity and actually wanting to live🥴
Sophie @sophiehope
right
