Evn if its not my fault thn why people blame me for everything.  They jstt strt playing victimized so tht everyone hates me.😓😓
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Im not able to handle this behavior😔

Few days back i joined a office where my one of friend is also working . So she told me to move with her in her room. But yesterday she  got irritated bcz i had lunch with other flatmate of us . ND NOW SHE IS JUST BLAMING ME FOR EVERYTHING AND SAYING THT MY BEHAVIOR IS CHANGED BUT BEFORE LUNCH I ASKED HER . NOW SHE IS SAYING TO LEAVE THE ROOM. 

Nd she is faking her emotions in front of others so tht people blame me 

Yeah okay... ab agr vo khud bulayegi tbi baat krugi 

My so called friend just want to dominate me so tht i do wht she want.

simply say to her. * you dont tell me what to do*. 

3am Thoughts

I don’t know what career I want anymore

Failure

Attachments are bad and if it's with the wrong person it is the worst 💫

Lonely

My bf has started earning triple than me. I am not feeling jealous even I am happy. But since I got this news, I am underestimating myself and desiring to earn same. Getting anxious and losing interest in my current level

Anxiety

You know what, flashbacks are one's worst nightmares. They kill you entirely when hit backs.

Yesterday it was my sister's pre wedding ceremony, around 35 guest at my home and all I could feel is dark and lonely.

All the memories, all the times, all the moments I spent with my ex just came in my mind and another wave of panic attack and I just felt like going away from everyone. While tears rolling down all I could feel myself losing away. I took 2 pills of depression but I still couldn't hold myself to keep up. All I wanted her to see what she has done to me and left me so helpless.

Today, I am doing fine.
I went out with my cousins last night and had good time. Came back and just for the last time, self taught myself. No more cries, no more going back in the pictures where there are no colors, the home you tried to make in her may had walls but no windows to breathe fresh air. She is gone and I need to pay attention to myself more than usual.

"Whatever is yours, one day will come to you"

Loss

😖

Every time you take a decision just to please your family, friends, or loved ones, Your Masculine energy reduces.

Other

Hi guys… I am quite active on social media and keep posting or reposting stories and all but I have seen few people are really not happy with that and they just come and comment and I can’t give them back at that time. It really makes me upset. I never behave bad to anyone but I don’t know what’s their problem. I keep ignoring them but I can’t take all the time…. 

Acquaintance

Patang ki Dor se hote hai rishte, 
Jab tak apne hath m hai sambhale hue lagte hai,
Jab dor kisi ar ko pakda di jaye to Katne ka dar lga hi rehta hai. 🙂🙃

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