Everything in this world is just temporary
...even bad days and sleepless nights.
Stay strong you'll get through it ❤️

Life

My mind is always so active that it's almost like I'm living in my head jumping from one thought to another, kinda disconnected with the present.

Came across this Joey Green's saying and setting this as an intention for the day,
"The way to live in the present is to remember that “This too shall pass.” When you experience joy, remembering that “This too shall pass” helps you savor the here and now. When you experience pain and sorrow, remembering that “This too shall pass” reminds you that grief, like joy, is only temporary.”


Mindfulness

Why TF it takes so long to post something ?

3am Thoughts

Hey  so i like 2 guys but these day have been so weird they both keep acting weird Idk what's wrong w them 

Crush

Umm not a different feeling but ya stuck between today and tomorrow with all the worries in my head

Career

I'm 26 now... I never told my love story to anyone, so thought to vent it out here... 

I still remember the day I first met her... 

It was my first day in 1st grade/std... We were 6 years old... I was a late admission to school, so I was made to sit near black board... 
And, there she was in the first bench, sitting straight to me...Oh god, she was an angel... Then, I did the first wish of my life (as long as I could remember)... 
"Please God, make me sit next to her"...  And, guess what! It happened... Till today, that was the only wish, I could remember, that has come true... 
We become close friends... I don't know what her feelings were towards me, but I was damn sure that mine was LOVE !!! 

It was the weirdest time of my life;  was really scared about the whole situation. I thought I was doing a huge sin and was afraid that my mom might kill me for this... 

I hid my love... Years passed... 

Till 3rd grade/std, we were close friends... Then, in 4th grade/std, boys and girls were made to sit seperate, and from then, we slowly stopped talking... 

We both were introverts as we grew... I hardly made friends even among boys and never happened to have a girl as a friend, and vice versa for her... 

Then in 8th grade/std, we changed school... That's all... I never saw her after that... 

My life took a different turn after that... A lot had happened... 
Today, I don't have a family... All alone... And, not much wealth... A total zero... Despite, I have a huge dream... A dream that someone like should not even think about... 
So... I can never confess my love to her... 

I haven't got into any relationship till today... Not even had a girl as a friend... Did try, but it turns out I cannot love anyone else besides her... 
She'll be in my memory forever...

I do have a picture of her from school group photo. At times, I see that... It makes me feel nostalgic... 


One Sided Love

My mom is having brain cancer, detected 7 months back... My life was very beautiful before this happened... Now I stay away from my home because of my job and father is taking care of my mom alone... I feel very helpless and very sad all the time and I don't know how to deal with it and there's no one to whom I can express what m gng through

Family

Last night we didn't talk to each other , she wasn't online and i checked  her message every time but everytime i got nothing. I thought might be she was sick and i was thinking she might have a problem but i totally shocked when i  see her outside my house,  roaming with her friends. There were 4  2 girls and 2 boys,after seeing that i was totally numb. I want time to be freeze i want to see her as much i can but noone is superior than time. Why i am growing soo much feeling for her even she has no time to reply my message . What if i could save that feelimgs and give to that one who deserve. Why i am putting water into sand,My life is like waiting a ship in a airport. I know i will get nothing she wont be mine but why still  i have positive feelings for her? And i have to stop it before it creates any problem in my life. . .   

Delusion

I'm feeling low... It's like without him.. There's no happiness... Nothing makes me feel alive.. Probably wishing I was dead.. 

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