everything has been so confusing lately idk what is going on with me but it is not good i am trying so hard but end up harming myself 
no one believes me that's what makes it harder
i feel very anxious idk what to do everything sucks i just want something different even if it doesn't last longer 

Anxiety

Whats your Ideal day in life..

Confusion

Why do we need to match standards with our upper class relatives. My family is suppos to attend a wedding of our relative. They are very rich, while we belong to middle class section.
Now it is a task to buy clothes and other things as per their themes and standards....
It is really exhausting. Preparing for their wedding as guest, as per their standards is costing us over 1 lakh inr.
I keep asking my mom... Why do we need to attend such functions? Why it is important for whole family to go?
Sometimes i feel our society has crossed the line of showing off. It becomes difficult to be part of own family due to this culture.
If we go dressed as per our wish and budget. People never fail to judge and comment on our status.
It's it useless to by 25k dress just to wear it once or twice.... That too for a relative's wedding.
I wish people could use this move in some productive ways or upliftment of society. 

I feel completely untethered from myself, when you lose the one constant in ur life, one u thought would never leave but does, its nerve wracking, no one cares, i want to cry but I don’t want to give anyone the satisfaction that they broke me, I can’t sit idle, if i sit idly i realize everything thats wrong, i cant sleep either, as i am writing this, i am inches away from bursting into tears. Nothing to do but this.


Can anyone people how to create nano technology and arm reacter plz suggest me 

 I am a mother of 4 month old boy. Going through a roller coster of emotions daily. Due to some issues my husband started hating my family. We don't have any support from my in laws. Due to intercaste love marriage. My parents live separately. Father has married again. I was brought up by my grand parents as I was the 2nd girl child and was a burden for my parents. I can't really share my feelings with anyone in my family. My sister (elder) and brother (younger) are close to my mom. Me and my husband don't really share any love now a days. We fight every now N then. It's just for the sake if our son we are staying together. I don't see any love for me in his eyes. Since he is not liking my family.. I cannot go to my family's place too. I am restricted to talk or meet them. He has changed his status to single in his social media account. I try and explain him that I want some love and that he is not showing me love. But he doesn't care about my feelings. I don't even go out of the house as I have a baby. I feel stuck. I feel caged. I always wanted some love from people around me.. But I endup in tears. 

Family

“The key to doing great work is to love what you do.” You should love your work doesn't matter what it is , if you're passionate about it you will love to do that work witg passion and creativity and Doing a work with love gives a best results and its shows your strengths and limitations which is important for your lifestyle. Do you work like you love your work.

Affirmations

Anyone's up random talk?
Feeling a bit low. Need to divert mind


Friends

i hate my father,i know it may be a bit rude for me to say this but he is horrible,why would someone humiliate his daugter in front of his friends just bc.she did not hear him calling her,he callnig her a stupid,cow or even a bit*h,i just cant bc.this is not the first time...

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