Everyone of my age are going out and happy ,including my bf,im here stuck at home my family won’t let me go out alone or even with friends,this happened because of a mistake i did because my bf tortured me a lot still he tortures me ,i should’ve broken up with him ,i blame myself for all the stupid decisions i took,i tried to love him after whatever shit he put me through,he is the one whom i hate the most in this world,and still im in a relation with him only because he blackmailed,due to him I’ve lost myself.I’m crying .I cant take this anymore,my friends are done helping me .I dont trust the friends i have,a friend of mine went behind my back ,i trusted her with my issues,she just went n told it to my bf ,we are still friends.I want to end all this suffering.This years been really hard for me mentally,because of the trauma,cheating ,physically because of the scars due to the torturing ,blackmailing bf,financially because both my parents lost their jobs
Amrinderpreet @youareimportant
Hey there!
Don’t think that you are stuck at home. Maybe this is the time that you can spend on yourself and overcome your past. Watch inspirational videos. Try to find an online course that you are interested in. Depending on your age and education, find an online job like tutor, customer service so that way you can help your parents financially and also you get time for yourself which makes you feel proud. Diverting your attention towards other things will help you as well. And its ok to have no friends rather than the ones that tell on you, find the good ones. Wait for them . And if there is anything, feel free to share here. Don’t keep anything inside you. Its a very brave choice to come forward and express your feelings.
you need to stay strong buddy and you are strong! you’re doing a great job sharing things here because none will go and tell your boyfriend okay! I know this is hard time and long time definitely you will cry and try talking to close ones they will get tired because you will be like this for long so yeah I would suggest talk about every shit you have in your mind here in detail or anything just talk about it someone will definitely listen to you and make you calm because right now you need to stay strong no matter what! for what is your boyfriend blackmailing you?
