Eleena @hannael
Everyday I’m pushing myself to do stuffs like doing my assignments going to the gym but honestly i don’t even want to get out of my bed. Family who looks down on me. Friends all who left because i can’t be happy and jolly like i use to be before. For others I’m just a arrogant person who thinks highly of herself but here I am who just want to be loved. I have been trying to reach out to people. Anyone. Since 2 years. I just can’t. I can’t even afford therapy or anything to get myself checked. I just don’t want to live a life like this. With no meaning or purpose.
the great @sad_sapien
Hey just take deep breath.
Eleena @hannael
It’s really tiring and lonely and 2yrs is pretty much a long time and i just feel like I’m wasting the days when i should be happy over something i can’t even exactly express
the great @sad_sapien
So, why are u not taking actions ? If u really want something, go get it.
the great @sad_sapien
Is there something that is preventing you?
Eleena @hannael
I was a very extrovert person but due to some events, i just can’t talk to people or interact. I am trying everyday till today and i know i will tomorrow but i can’t even improve myself and it sucks seeing myself like this.
the great @sad_sapien
So , what are u currently doing , I mean are u studying in school, cllg or r u working?
the great @sad_sapien
Don’t be so rough on yourself
the great @sad_sapien
See, I get that u want to be loved because I want to feel the same way every single time.but, u know life doesn’t give us everything u want.
Meera @chim27
First of all just relax…
Now listen here your main problem is you are trying to find your happiness in others.
Do that which actually makes you happy like listening music which give happy vibes like other thing which doesn’t include any person.
And second try to not except anything from anyone.
People give no value to the stuff which is easily available. So stop pleasing everyone…
You are not born to impress everyone…
Give your love and time to those who actually value you in same way…
I know some peoples whose own happiness lies on people happiness… So just spread positive vibe, love, care but do not except anything to get return because no one is like you…(nowadays people don’t care about others but you do that’s why you are nice person)
I hope you will get heal from your problem
Take care 🍁