Everyday I wake up feeling like I should have been dead.
Same … we both should talk …😌
Yeah sure
Have you ever tried to think of what’s the reason might be?
Yeah it’s just that I feel like people around me will be better off without me.
You are overthinking things way too harder dude. If it was a year ago me I would have high fived you. But I am not gonna do that. Talking from my experience I know people don’t care and have their own lives. And you have YOUR OWN BATTLE TO WIN. We can’t always people please. You have you to make your own life better. Think about that. We can’t always make an impact on others life. But we can on our life. So work on yourself and you would know life is a lot more than making other’s lives better.
Kampai @kampai
“Better dead than alive” “They are better off without me” “My existence doesn’t even make a difference”
These thoughts often cloud our minds, right ? Same happens to me. But think about it this way, we all have to die at a certain point of time that is already fixed by a superior power and there is reason we all exist so why not look for that reason ? Why not look for things that makes me “ME”? Why not do things I would love for once not thinking about others ? Why not just be me ? Why not ?
We all are surrounded by people who don’t give a shit about us and we feel they would be fine without us. But again if they don’t care about us why are we thinking about them ? Why are we even bothering about their happiness when our existence doesn’t even affects them? Why give up on our life which we can spend caring about us ? They don’t deserve you if they make you feel they will do better without you.
Don’t look out for them, look out for yourself. Stop doing things that make them happy and start looking for things that makes YOU happy.
You want friends ? You will have them at one point of time, maybe people around you don’t match your vibe but it’s not like you will be surrounded by the same group of people for your entire life, right ? People come and go. And you know who always stays with you ? YOU YOURSELF. So focus on you and things will get better slowly.
You will be fine very soon, don’t give up yet. Loads of Love <3