Everyday i feel not good because no one’s love me people’s actions towards me are not good it make me feel like I’m not good enough to anyone and i don’t know why

Hey, don't feel less about yourself. 

You're good enough. 🌈💫

Crush ne bro bol diya bc...

3am Thoughts

I’m thinking about telling my doctor about my self harming. I started prozac 7 weeks ago and I started to self harm early December, I don’t want my doctor to think I’m crazy and separate me from my parents I don’t want to forcefully be put in a psychiatric center. 

Self Harm

i can't keep caring if people will judge me if i take pictures in public, if i do the same thing twice i cant keep my self positive that no one will give a shit what i do will people judge ny wattpad will someone bodyshame me will someone judge me because i dont know biology well? they know it's my problem and no one will care for it i just keeo thinking that and my hands are immediately start shaking and my mind is fulk what people will say i dont know what to si my parents never supports me if i need help or not just unfair as much as people knows to be i feel awful..

Anxiety

Hey 💗💜💙

I just want to end this I am so done with everything and everyone 

Depression

I waited for her to return..

she found this handsome hunk.. when she returned from the US. 

It was a shocker, the other guy was new.. like phone pop up, popped out of think air 🫤 and they fell in love, went on date that holiday season.. and a year later they got married too.. 

it was so horrible for me.. and I could not digest that I was sidelined. 

Let me think..

I was short.
I was one year younger.
I was from another religion.

But why did she wanted me first and then pushed me away? 

I have never annoyed her, neither was I toxic.

I supported her dreams.

May be she thought that, I will be nice in understanding that she fell in love with other guy.. and support it too.

My vision just scattered, into blocks and reassembled that day. 

Years passed.. and she wants to reconnect with me, and talk to me.. like everything normal.

What is this human trying ?  


Time

Couldnt clear my government job exam and love of my life calls me selfish , as I discuss alot about career with him?Talking abt my career and sucees make  me selfish?

Boyfriend

In the midst of a forest you are, 
Can you hear it's raining hard? 
Ur senses begging for brightness, 
Thus you forgot the stars–
Your ears are bursted
with the bells of east wind. 
The storm is coming... 
To fill you with it... 
It is near, 
rage aloud.
The drenched road... 
thunder claps, 
Soliciting you
To be the part of it.. 
Adore it,
Then the wind will be dime... 
beauty will not be grim...
Rage... Rage with ur storm
Light up the woods
kiss them with ur thunder 
Rage 
Rage against the dying of light... 

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