Sharing Our Innermost Thoughts

Ever since i was born … Since I came to my senses everyone is just saying that oh you’re girl don’t do this, don’t do that. Don’t go out too much, do the house work as if I’ve made to be a servant . As if I’ve born to please man. Not having my own life . They Restricting me . I can’t go out alone.
Why can’t they see that I’m in pain. why can’t they see my tears . Why can’t they see that i am a human too. I have my own dreams…
From a very young age , the age where kids are happy , they enjoy every moment, they laugh they play ,
I on the other hand was praying that i should die. There has never been a single moment in my whole life where i was truly very happy to be alive , to be given this life…
And now too at this moment i wish to have born at the time where people would bury there daughters as soon as they were born.
I Want to die.
Some times i wonder to myself why are girls suppressed so much in this society. Why do people use us. Why do they see us as mere “things” .
Are we not humans. Do we not have wishes. Do we not have dreams.
I don’t want equality . Who wants to be equal to this gender(male) anyways . They’re just psychos, wierd ANIMALS who are trash on this planet. Who wants to be equal them . I just want freedom. Free the way had made themselves free.
Of course there are good male humans too. Who sometimes understand our feelings our pain. But those types are very hard to come across…
As a girl who has lived in this vicious society . I wish to not live anymore. I guess death would be easy than life.