Ever just want someone to love? Like I need my mind of things but I'm not a one night stand type of person, I want someone to genuinely love. Not just physically, emotionally as well. Support them, be their therapist, lover, friend, safe place and comfort them. But I feel like I'll never find this till I get married. And that's a while from now so I just will have to wait. And it's not a good feeling looking at others and wondering when.......

I use to think so too. But my girlfriend and I we broke up recently, I have shared it on this platform twice. I’m finding it very hard to move on and Idk it feels like she is doing okay which is hurting me even more. I feel very lonely because for 3 years I had a constant companion and now I have no one.

Other

trying super hard to keep working and stay productive and be the best version of me I can be. a little motivation would be appreciated!! :) have a good day everyone x

Self Love

Hello 
I don’t run away from my loneliness at all 
Maybe I’m in love with it and I’m more of a melancholic person so yeah i love being sad all the time . And Sometimes i cry for being this sad but mostly i love this feeling.
Idk what this feeling is ! Haha  anyways I’m good 

3am Thoughts

lonely?
I don't feel lonely when I'm all alone, I feel lonely when I'm with people.
a little acknowledgement? 

Lonely

REMEMBER
'Someone else's beauty is not the lack of your own'. 
Cherish and Admire Yourself 

My sister ,cousin and I have a group chat .Recently, my cousin and sister have been talking about jobs and money. My cousin is 2 years younger to me and my sis is 3 years elder to me. They have gotten closer by talking about jobs and money and I feel left out. my cousin has a small job.
Its like no one wants to hear my stuff.so I stay silent and they think I'm probably ignoring them. I just want to be included.
I tried looking for part time jobs just so I could feel included but it didn't work. I feel like a failure and it seems like they view me as a failure too. Feeling left out by your friends and family isn't nice. its horrible. It feels like you are drifting in ice cold water and there are people around you but none of them are willing to help. 
The people you care about the most..
I just want them to listen to me as well.

Failure

I can't get him outta my head, after our last interaction yesterday. I miss him, even though I am just a friend to him
I liked him so much, but the feeling is not mutual 

Crush

Hi all, I am a good looking person with a professional IT job from past 3 years and fitness as a passion. Despite all of this, I have been a bachelor from atleast 7-8 years. Last I'd GF was back in school. I'm 25 years now & I have started to doubt myself.
Have I become a introvert, I have tried using bumble dating app but no luck there! In my friend circle also, my friends are committed, tried asking their friends but no luck! 

Love

I miss someone who lives in my imagination....

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