3am Thoughts

I have no desire and I don’t know why. I am becoming an emotionless person. Even when someone scold or irritates me I am not angry or sad. I feel like I lost purpose for living.

I have the sudden urge to rad into roman and greek mythology. Egyptian mythology has always fascinated me since I was young even considered studying hieroglyphics. I think it'll also help write a bit of my poetry.

Books

Boyfriend

How do I make a guy feel my importance? How to make my guy fear losing me so he steps up 😳?
Boys any opinions ? 

I am just laying at same spot from morning scrolling my phone and feeling super anixous i am not exactly sure what I am feeling bad about you but there is something and i just feel super weird .....i feel like crying but i don't want to i am so tired of crying i just don't want to feel like this. I wish someone was there i could just hug and cry and tell how shit i feel. I feel like no one understands me. I feel so lonely.

i have no idea what im doing with my life and i feel stuck but i dont know how to get out. im 23 and still live at home. i have no job. i dont go to school. my family is mentally, verbally, and emotionally abusive. im mentally ill. i feel scared everyday. i dont know what to do anymore. im in the closet and scared to come out but i hate living a lie

LGBTQ

Sometimes I wonder if I will ever get rid of my horrible mother and my toxic family. I regret being born here. I hate them so much.  I hate my mother a lot these days. Sometimes when she is talking, I feel like putting a tape on her mouth. Every fiber in my body burns with anger and hate, everytime she opens her mouth. I despise her- she's everything I hate. I hope nobody gets a mother like her. Sometimes I wish that I was dead. She has ruined my childhood and my adulthood. I hope she goes to hell.

Anger Issues

Very tired and sad about my life choices. I am sorry I trusted too much and with everything the people around me.

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