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3am Thoughts

I need a girlfriend 

Love

Lol... I need a boyfriend 💖

Crush

I need girlfriend... Can anyone help... 


Girlfriend

I broke us but I miss her. I wish I can go back. I wish i can go back, please take me back.
Why am I such a fool? I broke my soulmate and myself.

It's been 9 months, since we broke up. I've tried everything to move on and I might have succeeded but I think I have also lost my best side with her. And I don't think I would ever love anyone now. 😢

Anxiety

I broke up with my girlfriend like something 10 days ago. I was preparing for an entrance exam after 12 due to which i had to take a year drop. I worked really hard and got into a good college.  I left my hometown for further studies and reached a complete new place. I felt lonely and homesick. I had no one to talk to , she was my only friend and girlfriend. Suddenly, one day she told me that i don't want a relationship with you and that also without any reason. I tried to find out from her friends but  it was not like she loved someone else other than me. She gave me no reason and she left me. I tried to convince her. I told her how important she was to me. I was about to enter a new stage of life and this happened. All my dreams got broken in seconds. Now, i feel as if my existence matters to none. I have my parents, but i can't share these things with them as they get worried too☹️. I'm not able to cope with anything now. I don't know how to handle myself. I loved her so much. We were in a relationship since class 9th. It was a relationship of about 5-6 years. I loved her so much that's it's getting so difficult to move on. We dreamt together... We worked for it together.. and suddenly one day she told me about it.  Her absence in my life is making me more isolated. I Don't know what to do😔. Pls help me🙏
Whenever she needed me, i was always there for her. Today she has left in a state from which I'm not able to get out. Pls help me🥺. I need you people.

Breakup

How can i move on from a complicated relationship but not exactly a bf/gf relationship but me and the girl been doing everything together also sleep/cuddle together. I can’t stop thinking/question myself that why i got blamed saying that “we are not compatible and we both toxic” I swear that I didn’t do nth at all to be blamed and included for it like that. All I want is peace/happy/healthy committed relationship with her. I swear to God that I never start a topic that would make her mad or feel uncomfortable. She would bring up how she had to meet her ex since he misses their dog and she’s unsure if she’ll sleep with him or not if they meet, how she went to clubbing and don’t remember number of guys she kissed and got free drinks and she almost slept with a guys but she felt guilty of thinking about me, how she got invited to house party upcoming week and don’t know if she’ll be sleeping with a guy or not but she just wants freedom. I understand she wants freedom but why with me than though we aren’t in a relationship. 

Does having love on someone need to be proved to them all the time?? 
I love her so much, but we had a break-up bcoz her family doesn't like me. It was hard for me to process it. I couldn't do anything hardly after that. I was collapsed and it took too long for me to cope up with situations happening around. I know she too struggled a lot more than me and expected me to show up. I couldn't be able to be by her side when she needed me the most as I was processing the pain and wasn't having a subtle mindset to think about anything. I still love her, but she is not with me. I still care for her, but can't express to her. 

After all these years of our relationship she now thinks that I'm the reason for her suffering, I didn't love her truly as I didn't show up when needed, I was happily moved on as I don't talk to her, she is now feeling disgusted for loving me. Listening to those words from my loved one's ripped my heart. I do feel guilty for not being on her side, I still feel. But what about my true feelings and love I still have towards her?? Do I need to prove them everytime in every situation?? I can't digest the fact that most loved person in my life has this level of understanding over me. I now really feel useless, unimportant and like a big loser. It's hurting a lot.....

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