Don't take life too seriously. Punch it in the face when it needs a good hit. Laugh at it..❤️

Now&Me Activities

Mentally stable people should not use this app.

3am Thoughts

come back lala 😢

Caregiver

Sometime it feels like i will never gonna find someone to rely on and end up drinking, getting high to avoid my feeling of loneliness as am doing it right now
I just hate this feeling😞

Relationships

Is it okay have relationship like, lets fcuk , when and where ?? 

The question lies in the answer, the answer lies in the question, question and answer, answer and question, two lovers in an eternal dance, an eternal whirl, till you seperate them in your perception

Just want to pour my heart out here 
There's this guy i really really love. But he doesn't express. I really need him to step up. Express himself..love me more. Give me.more timee. I want him to spend time with me. I want him to feel as much love as I do for him. I give him my world and that is what I want in return . I really feel after all these years after all these efforts I've made on you i want the spark back..want you to realise my importance. I want you to fall in love with me again baby. I really really really misss you and i hope u do too. I really hope my love reaches u. Manifesting all your love for me 🥺❤️

Day 170 of writing journal entries.

I am like 90% sure that I’m bipolar. I had reason to suspect I have it because of my symptoms, so I took SEVERAL online tests, and every single one was very sure I had bipolar disorder. The main thing is that I have random spikes of happiness for no reason as well as the opposite where I feel awful for no reason. It’s very severe though it isn’t just normal mood swings.

I’ll literally go from jumping up and down, bouncing off the walls, dancing with happiness one day, to feeling like jumping off a bridge the next. It’s mostly random but the bad moods usually follow after a spike in my happiness, which is another symptom of bipolar. 

I’m in a good mood right now, which is why this news doesn’t upset me to much, but I worry for what follows. I’ll follow my own advice though, happiness is happiness, don’t overthink it, just enjoy it!

Personal Growth

Hello there ! Well I have mild bipolar , ocd severe depressive tendencies , currently on medications and I honestly think my therapy isn't helping me ...like at all ! 
I often try self sabotaging tho I am able to control myself . But I feel horrible all the time . Idk each breath feels painful 😣

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